Elysa Ciner.

2009-08-24T02:23:00.000-07:00

I'M NOW ACTIVE IN ONSUGAR.COM
So sorry if i didn't update in here.
Do re-link me at, http://elysaciner.onsugar.com , thanks1! (:

2009-08-22T10:56:00.002-07:00

Baby and I actually had a very very very BIG fight in the afternoon, and we're no more at that point of moment. But surprisely, we're back together again. Hhaha! This time round, is a diff story, very diff. Wanna know it? Ask me then. HAHAHAAHA! I'm glad that we're back together again. Baby, now i know you love me alottttttttt! And, you can't bare to leave me, kan3? Hheheehe! And, yknow you really meant alot to me. Nothing can seperate us for nowwww! Nothing, and noone! We're so loving each other, don't tryna break us, cause' yknow you can't. I swear to god, i won't leave him! I hope our rship we get better better and better in future, more more and more loving too! Kekekke! People, jealous of us aye? HA! Everything went so smooth, and happily. Now i can feel how lucky am in this world. Alright, metup with Ferd at Town, headed to shopping, but didn't get anything, hahaha! Went up to The last level, for booking of seat, to get ourself ready to breakfast, i mean them, not me. Hahha! Saw Syazwan, and Apit! Haha! He's was with his friends. Apit is Sonya's boyf, hahah! But at that point, i didn't saw Sonya. Syazwan was looking at me, but id didn't look at him, yet i hide behind baby, he look, i hide, i clever right? Hhehehe! After around 709pm, baby and Ferd start to eat, and after 20min later, Wati & Zeecar(Idk how to spell her name) came, ate with them too. Hahah! After that, straight went for smoking, metup with Aisha and her boyf, she's Wati and Zeecar's friends.Then went to the smoking place, again Apit and his friend, and also now saw Sonya, they are also Ferd's friend too, woah, connection ahh, So yeahhh, they ajak minom. Hhaha! Overall everything was fine, and i and baby went so krazy in mrt while he's sending me home, so many people looking at us. Hahaha! He send me to wld, and now going back to town again. Seeee, how sweet is he? Baby, you're ASS. (Yknow tthe meaning right? Fiq, yknow it too!) Hehehe! I'm msging with baby now, yet i fvcking miss him. I think, we gonna meet this weekdays? Not sure uh, hmm. Sorry uh, Ferd, Wati, & Zeecar if i gotta go home early, sorry. If can i also wanna stay longer with you' all, but sighs. My life svck! Sorry uh, maybe nexttime aye? Hahhas. Oh yeah, Fiq joined them at night, after he's breakfast with his family. And to Fiq too, Sorry if i went home early, hehe! Sorry, i know you miss me, heheh! Nvrmind, next sat! (: Alright, gonna do other stuff now, so bye! See ya!

B A B Y , I L O V E Y O U , & I ' M S O A D D I C T E D T O Y O U.

Baby, this is for you.

I just can't get you out of my mind, maybe you're suppose to be in there. When i'm with you, that's where i belong, & that's the only place i wanna be. I will hold you tight in my hearts, till i can have you for the rest of my life. I love you with all of my heart, body ,and soul. You complete me, you make my life worth living. To have known you, and to have be loved by you, is the most happiest thing in my life. Baby, you changed my life. If you ask me about what's love, i can't answer you, but if you ask, who i love, i can, and the person it's you, Bambang Iswandy Bin Nasir (♥)!

I can't promise you I'll never make mistakes, but I can try the best I can.
I can't promise you that, I'll catch you every time you fall,
But I can try to always be close by your side, so I can help you back up.
I can't promise that our love will last forever like in storybooks,
But I can promise that no matter what, I'll never forget the memories I made with you.

2009-08-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

Today, is the first day of puase, so i wanna wish all of my malay friends, Selamat Berpuase! (: Ahahha! I'm just waiting for the time to go out of this house, so bored right now. Idk what to wear sia -,-'' I think, i'm wearing the thailand pant, i bought at bugis. Hahah! It's quite nice though, like indie2 kind. Hahah! Bought quite long ago, yet haven't wear, so today, i'm wearing it. Muhahaa! Meeting Ferd at 330pm, at Bugis, i wanna play arcade later with Baby! And, meeting baby at 330pm at Amk Hub, last cabin. Hell, Fiq is not tagging, i miss him sia, especially his babats, and the way i bully him. Hheheehe! FIQ OH FIQ, IMY. Recently, fiq called me, and talk otp. So weird eh, he will suddenly kol me, hahaha! I didn't even ask him to kol, he kol me w/o any texting. Probably he miss me luh, i knowwww! He wanna hear my manly voice yknowww. Heheh! He called me on wed/tues? Not sure, forget ahhh. He's otw bak home from work, so yeah, he called me. He was with his friends too. Alamakkkkkkkk, so bored. I miss baby much. And yesterday, at late midnight, he told me he was alseep, that's why didn't reply my text. He did apology to me, so yeah, it's ok. As a girlfriend, I understand, he's tired. I've become very understanding? I know. I and baby, getting fine this fewdays, unlike the old days. (Baby yknow right?, shhh!) Hahahah! Our secret, kekeke! Yeah, gonna meet baby in 2hr time Awwwwwwww! ;D Ok luh, gtg now. Bye! See ya! ^^

Baby, where are you?

2009-08-21T10:01:00.000-07:00

Baby, where you gone? I wonder what you're doing now. Sighs. I really missing him right now ): Tml gonna breakfast with baby and his friends, plus mine. Hope gonna be fun, but fiq is not following. He got his little sweet-touching reason, and i accept that reason. So yeah, i don't mind if he's not following. Waiting for that Ferd to online, -,-'' What take him so long to go home, Yana Yana jer eh engkau! Hahha! And, so i do waiting for that little baby of mine. I think, he's sleeping? Or? Aaaaah, idk. Nvrmind. As a girlfriend of his, i must understand him. I guess he's alseep back, maybe he's tired.

Alright, just came back home from Causeway. Went causeway went Mummy, Big aunt, Small aunt, Brother & Maid. I bought new pyjams, haha! Cute tau. And while i was shopping in the bazaar, i had attracted to this so called, vintage shop, i walk in, and take a lok at their clothing, skali, yknow what? The aunty that own the shop, she said, she wanna hire me, she want me to work for her, in her new opened shop, at woodgrove. She approached me, herself sia. I didn't even asked for any interview/jobs. I was like, '' WOAH! I'm so needed by her '' . She automatically give me her namecard. Hhaahh! Omg, i'm so fvcking needed by her! And she thought i'm married/working -,-'' I know i look matured. Hehehe! She said, she will hired me for sure. And, i chitchat with her like friends. Haha! I think, i'm getting this job for sure (: Hohoh! Can buy the things for discount eh? Hohohh! I love shopping ^^ Anw, i really like using this onsugar thingy, so easy. Haah!

Idk what to do now, nothing to do. Yeah, went home, and took some pictures. So yeah. Kk luh, bye!

Woah, such a stupid fights.

2009-08-20T01:54:00.008-07:00

Alright, chatted with Lulu, Wani, YK, & Fiq. I'm so boring right now. Idk what to do, i wanna go out but mom don't allow me to. Wtfs _|_ Around, 530pm i'll be watching tv! My favourite time for watching tv. But right now, i feel so moody, bored. Anw, baby, try your best nexttime aye? Hahhas, as i said, practice make prefect (: Not meeting baby today, as he's going to work. But nvrmind, it's ok. And yknow what? I fought with a girl just now, in msn -,-'' Such a stupid girls, finding trouble with me? No life man.

To that girl : Not happy with me? Let's meetup then. I don't mind, but beware if i hurt you. Please get things clear bfore you talk/approach me. You mess with me? I'll mess back with you, follow the flow la kan. Come here chatting with me that, i find trouble with you on last sat? Eh, please la babe, i was with my boyf and friends okay, no time wanna find stupid trouble with you. Somemore it's the day, bfore my 2month anni, i won't do that, and i know i won't do that, cause' i aint a kid anymore, i aint the lasttime me anymore who love to find trouble with others. Now, i'll let trouble find me first, bfore i find, cause' i'm not so stupid as you dengzcxcs. Dh 2009 dok, time lmbat nak fana2 ah babe. Please, you look fvcking fugly, wannabes minahrep, and worst, your wearing suck to the core manzcxs! Better off you be an animals, don't need wear tops and bottom. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA! So what you got angkong? I scare? I urine in my pant? HAHAHAHA! Please oie, i don't care if you got angkong or don't have, as long as if you find trouble with me w/o any prove, you gonne be in dead meat. Doesn't mean having angkong, you're big? You're hero? You're the person that everyone scare of? Right? If liddat, i bet all the small kid will do angkong, for others to be afraid of them, or even thier parent to afraid of ém, don't gimme such a ''scary'' words. I don't give a damn biatch. All i know is, i will protect myself, w/o backup (: Understand what's backup? I bet you do aye minah? Don't try me eh biatch? I did do something very bad in net bfore, i can make you famous anytime i want. I'm not tryna' scare you, i'm stating the fact. Try me if you want, you'll get it. You're really freakin' me out aye. And let me warn you, better don't pissed me off, if not, you gonna get from me! Fyi : I don't show my friends or my beloved boyfriend my real self, but when comes to trouble, you gonna see the real self of me, i bet you can't take it. You can said, i'm weak, but weak in the inside, not outside. Don't believe? Try me then ;D

Sorry guys, if this frighten you guys, haha! I'm just being myself, and protecting myself aite. This what we do, right? Hahas. She's 18 yeasrs old, yet so sickening, and childish. I'm 16, you're 18? Woah. Idk what i'm gonna do now, gonna do next, gonna do later. All i know is, i'm in an angry mood right now. Ahhhhh, ok luh, i'm gonna stop blogging now. See ya guys soon!

It's all about you now, in my mind.

2009-08-19T02:00:00.002-07:00

Alright, today in the morng, jaja called me, and talked about Isa again, hahaha! She's like into Isa eh jaja! Hmm ........ Anw, get to hear bad news from Jaja, that Isa had broke up ith his girlfriends, after the day, he saw me at Woodland Mrt Station. Sad siaaaa, aiyo. 1years plus rship manzcxs, haix. And that Jaja told him, Isa keep talking about me -,-'' when they're otp. Haaha! He just can't beileve i' had changed into matured girl (WIDESMILE!). Jaja blg Isa, Elysa ckp, dier kan dh umur 16s, comfirm matured punye, klau tak, nnti gi ite maner ade life siol! Kan3? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! K, mepek -,-'' Whatever. Sighs, right now baby is working, he ended sku early today, at around 1plus, i think? After sku, straight he and his friends, headed to town, for their lunch. Their lunch was like, super delicious manzcxs! BBQ Chicken Restaurant, baby ate Beef Steak, actually i had been been there with baby bfore luh, so yeah. So boring right now, idk what to do. Gagaga! Anw, i just bought a Glossy Black Tanktop on blogshop today, cost me 20bucks. Haha! Gonna get it on Friday, at Wld. Huhuh! Hmm, kk luh, go nothing to blog right now. Anything i'll update again ^^ See ya guys! Bye!

It's alright, it's ok.

2009-08-18T17:52:00.001-07:00

Today, got to know Zainie, is attached with a girl. Hahha! (Eh zainie, better lastlong aye, treat her well!) He's so loving that girl, like woahhhh. Hahas, it's good to hear that. Congratz eh, Zainie! ;D Alright, today was boring. Nothing to do. I'm just listening to those love song. Sighs. And, theré's this girl, name Della, asked me to be her kakak angkt -,-'' hahaha! But i told her, i don't keep adek angkt anymore, and treated all of my adek angkt as a friends. Hahahs! So yeah, sorry aite, Della (: I really got nothing to do, didn't msg baby, cause' ........(there's something) So, what to do? Hmm. Alright luh, i don't wish to blog a long post for today, till here then. Bye! See ya! And, congratz to Audrey, heard that you and Atoi dh offcially husband and wifey? Woah, great! Congratz too aye babe! Kkz laa, till here, bye!

I (♥) you endlessly, baby.

2009-08-17T00:10:00.010-07:00

Current Mood: Bored.
Current Listening To: Colbie Caillat - Falling For You

I'm so boring right now. Baby is having his Theory Lesson for his Motor Prac, he will msg me later. Sighs, so boringgggggg -,-'' And yeah, i miss baby, and baby miss me too, so he suggested to meet on thursday, but it's only a maybe. Cause' he had his motor prac again on that day. Hmm, idk what to do now. So fvcking boringggggggggg, haiyo. Anw, on saturday, i bought a two cute little star shape keychain, one for baby and me, but that little star outside cost only for 40cent, yet i bought at $10 for a pair, expensive right?!!? Cause' there's this uncle, who used to be a prisoner approached us, at Plaza Sing outside while baby and the rest are smoking. He told us about his family, and he got a little son, he's chinese. He got angkong all over, he get in prison cause' of trafficking of drug. And, i quite pity him, so i bought that keychain for $10. Seeee, i had done a good deed (: I'm proud of myself ^^ (WIDESMILE!) So, i and baby each have the same little cute star keychain, hehehe! Cute right? Alright, i know, we're cute. Hohoho! And, yeah, i saw Lulu and her sist Kimie on sat, talked with her awhile only. Hahah! Hmm, kk luh, i'll stop blogging here for today. Bye! See ya' guys! ;D

I miss baby so so much! D:

(♥) 2 Month Anniversary.

2009-08-16T02:06:00.002-07:00

Alright, today went out with my normal peeps, but got four new friends tagged along. Is Ein, Marino, Andie, and Eunice. Quite fun today. Ahaha! First went to Fep, eat while waiting for Ferd and Sham, and Marino , a few min later, Sham came, and yeah. After that, went to smoke, outside Fep, and i saw lulusiao with her kimie, her sister. Haha! Lulu saw me too, we tegur each other. Hahah! So yeahhh, after that, we head to KFC, find Ferd and Yana. So after that, we process to Plaza Sing. Played arcarde with baby, hhaa! Kiter mcm org gyler siak, haha! But i did enjoyed with him and the rest. He got a elephant, and a mickey for me, as a 2 Month Anni, gift. Hahah! Cute right? Hhaha! Sham got himself a elephant too. Hahah! Happy eh dier, ha! After that, baby sent me home. Reach home around 1015pm gitu, and kena scolded -,-'' Wthell. Sorry eh, i cut short the story. Ahaha! Tired uh, sleepy zZZzZzZZz ......... So yeah. That's all for today, and we did took pictures, but only some, not much. Hahha! Kkz luh, gdnight people! Chaoz! Tata! Will blog soon (:

2 Month Anniversary.

Baby, i ♥ you! Hope our relationship will last forever. You're the man of my life, the man who i wanna spend my beautiful life with. Your name shall not be erase from my heart. Whenever you feel blue, I will be there for you, Whenever you are sad, I will stay by your side, Whenever you need someone to ♥, I will always be there for you to ♥.I can't bare to let you go easily. It's hurt me when i do that, cause' i'm really in ♥ with you. I ♥ you so much, my heart is sure. As time goes on I ♥ you more, your happy smile. Your loving face noone will ever take your place. Loving you forever, till eternity. Forever my laogongong, baby, bie (: Muaahhhh x 1000000! Love tayang tayang* [The song in my blog, is dedicate to you, Bambang Iswandy Bin Nasir.]

'' It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
An hour to like someone, and an day to love someone.
But it takes a lifetime to forget someone, like you.''

Can i get those sweet moment back?

2009-08-14T21:39:00.005-07:00

This is the video taken by me and baby. Hahaha! Enjoy it yaw! (:

Alright, i'm going out soon, in about 15min. Gonna meet baby at Amk Mrt Station, last cabin.
We're heading to Fep again, nk mkn kat saner uh, hehehe! ^^ So yeahhh. Kkz laa, till here, tonight i'll blog again. See ya! (:

Jangan Tinggalkan Ku Dengan Dengan Menjatohkan Airmata.

2009-08-14T04:06:00.013-07:00

Yesterdays, happened a very very very worst things for me in my life. But lucky, it's able to save back. And, i hope it's still going strongly. I don't wish for more, just you that's all. I know i'm weak, i'm really am. I admit on that, i can't be strong like you do, i admit. It's really a bad moment for me yesterday, i just can't explain how the feeling it's like. I want our sweetest moment back, our happy and enjoyable moment back. I miss the way you call me '' baby/laopo/b '', i miss the way you said, '' gdnight sweet dream love you muacks! '', i miss everything about you ): While typing this, idk why i suddenly ......... nvrmind, it's normal for girls to have that rolling down is she really love the guy. But we're still in good shape, hopefully. And, i'm happy for that. Alright, stop about this stuff, it's had past.

<"font colour:ffffff">Alright, ate, nugget with rice this morng, yummy. Today i get to know my chinese result, 61/100 only -,-'' not my target. More, i'm not top in class. Fvck! Nvrmind, i will do it better again for my N's level (: I bet i will! So yeah, baby did went to sku, but it ended fast. So envy of it, gi skola tak smpai 1hour, dh boleh alik. Wth -,- Gagaga! So he went home, after that he went for his prac2. I did slept after i came home, about 1235/1245pm gitu, i slept till 225pm, and that's when baby text me, then suddenly the vibration turn me up from my sleep. So yeah, then i can't sleep back. And that's why, i'm blogging now. Tml, as pernormal meeting baby, i'm glad we get to meetup. Hope it's gonna be fun with them again, especially Ferd & Fiq. This two boyfriends of mine, i won't forget them, they're the best friend of mine, they care for me, they don't mind hearing my grandmother story, and they make my day full of laughs. I'm not gonna forget them, but instead, i'll love them more as a friend! I'll for sure, go out with them every saturday, won't stop this thingy. As they said, they will meet me every saturday, and it's for sure. Telling my grandmother story again, actually i get to know Ferd last few month back, before i get to know baby. And we did chatted together, he's such a flirt, yknow why i said that? He flirt with me, and soon or later i found out his attached. HAHAHAHAA! Wthell righttt? At that point, i feel like, '' Woah, so unfaithful ''. After that, Fiqq added me in tagged too, and we didn't even chat much at all. After him, is my babyboy, he added me in tagged. And slowly, we get in contact and even dance together in club. And i found out, he's friend of Ferd and Fiqq, at first i was surprise for that, but after that i'm not. And , i found out, Ferd isn't a flirt as i thought, he's faithful, just that he love to flirt with girls -,-'' but sometime this also will affect the girls. Hmm, we're quite sensitive. And, rewinding the firsttime i meetup with baby, i was so damn shy, we metup at Amk Mrt Station, Last Cabin. We're heading to The Arena, for our first clubbing together. Hahah! And yeah, it's goes smoothly, we dance like hell. And, after that, we slack around somewhere near Clark Quay Mrt Station and after everything, he sent me home. Sweet right? So yeah, we slacked together under a blk which near my house, and suddenly, he sound me. I was fvcking shy at that moment, hehehe! At that point, i never thought of accepting him for the first meetup, cause' usually, i wanna get to know that guy for a longer time first before hooked. But eventually, for him i accepted him, i told him we give a tryout, if it's fine, we contiune with it, and hell yeah, we contiune till now, and it's still going on. Although, we had fights, it's normal for couple, just that different ppl had different personality. We fights, doesn't mean we're finish, every fights is consider a lesson for us. Learn from the mistake, ysee. As day pass by, i began to love him more and more, deep and deep, even he had also becoming more more and more sweetier to me, he bought me alot of things, i feel like i'm a luckiest girl in this world to have him. We're going 2 month very soon, really soon. Aww, rewinding those moment, really feel like crying. He's the boy who stolen my heart from 16/06/09 till now, and it's not gonna change. Loving him like the firsttime still. It's will cut me like a knife, if you gonna walk out of my life. (You can't predict tml what's gonna happen, it's can happen something that's good or maybe something that so bad, so better treasure the one you love well, hold ém tightly in your arms and never ever let it go.) K, back to the main point again, decide to go Fep for our eat, and then maybe straight to Esp, to meet Yana there. Hopefully, we gonna enjoy tml aye? And, i'll for sure hug baby tight. Idk what i'm gonna do now, it's like so boring, now i'm waiting for baby's reply. Fvck, my eyes still pain sia, wthelll. Haiyo! Alright, i wanna go do other stuff. So see ya' soon. Bye!

Marcos Hernandez - The Way I Do.

2009-08-14T03:44:00.003-07:00

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I can't fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I can't fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I can't fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

(It's a old song, but it's so fvcking true to me).

You're my one and only offically boyfriend.

2009-08-12T01:53:00.002-07:00

Fvck! Blogger still under maintenance. Wthelll! Grrrr! But nvrmind. Ahhhhhhh! Okay, edited a new skin. Quite satisfy with this skin, not going change for now. Alright, didnt attend sku today. Sleep like a pig for today, muhaha! Shiok sia! Yooohooo! And, hell yeah, i miss baby much )': but nvrmind, saturday we gonna meet again! Hohoh! And also, meeting my satsat boy and Fiqqy! Aww, i miss ém too. Hope Yana is tagging with us too (: Hmm, just knew my result from Andie, Math 31/100 , Eng 67/100 (I think? Not sure yet), CPA 81/100. The others, havent yet get the chance to know and see the marks. Tml, i think, i'm going sku :\ But lazyyy ah, tkpe laaa, pegi jer, for m result. Hahah! Download alot of song. Haha! Don't know what to do, so just download song. Nowdays, tagged, friendster, twitter and MSN seems so bored to me -,-'' everytime, i online, i will appear offline. Haha! Just only when baby online, i will appear as busy. Lazy ah, to chat with people, but not baby. Haha!

(Monday)
Metup with baby, we went to Causeway Point, actually, i wanna bring him to eat Seoul Garden, but then, he don't want -,-'', due to the cost. Haiyo, then we decide on Sakae Sushi, but for me too $$$. So we didnt eat both, and we planned to watch movie, but then again, cinema the queue is very very very long, and we're lazy so didnt queue for it. So yeah, after that, changed plan, headed to Yishun, Northpoint. First, we bought,Old Chang Kee, after that, both of us, still hungry, so i bring baby to the basement, haha! He thought i'm bringing him to, like so scare i will bring him to sell. Hehehee! Yeah, i bring him to BBQ Chicken Restaurant, and we ate at there. I ordered Fish & Chips, while baby ordered, Black Pepper Chicken Steak. For the Fish & Chips, quite nice, but still i prefer Swensen. But the Black Pepper Chicken Steak, for me, not so nice ahhhh. We both had some leftover, or should i said, alot of leftover? Hahaha! After that, billed. And straight, went smoking. Hahah! Baby wanna smoke. After that, we head to the TimeZone! Hahah! We played like krazy with the (idk what's that game called) and we had a car racing, baby won me, but lasttime i won him, so fair-square ^^ Hehehe! And played some cute game, and even basketball too. Baby all the while, thought the tix, is like, the lasttime, where the tix will be coming out from the machine that we played, but not, it's from the card, he thought was the same as lasttime -,-'' hahaha! So yeah, he went to check his card, whether got how many point, we've got 119point. We redeem it with two can drinks, and one bubble for me! Idk why, i asked baby to redeem that, maybe cause' i wanna rewind back to my childhood. After that, again we headed to the smoking area, baby wanna smoke again, this round, i wanna smoke, but baby doesn't allow, satu puff pun tkleyh, gaga! Cause' i wanna tried it on, while i smoke the cirragy and blow the air thingy at the same time when i'm blowing the bubble. He don't allow me ): but nvrmind, baby do it and i took video of him doing that. Baby like, firsttime saw this, hahah! He was like, '' ehh! I want to try " liddat. Hhaah! And also, while i'm playing the bubble, baby took a video of me too, but i didn't it with the cirragy uh, just normal blowing it jer. So yeah, i'll upload the two video soon, i can't upload now, cause' blogger.com it's under maintence still.
Wthellllllllllllllll! _|_ Better fix the thingy fast laaaaa. And also, took some pictures of him. Will upload it soon too. Seeeee, so troublesome, when blogger is under maintenance. FVCK!

(Tuesday)
Baby, is in sku. Just now, he gave me a called. And he told me, this saturday, he wanna go Zoo. I was like, aww baby will said this? Haha! HAPPY GYLER TAU! He said, if ferd and all of ém, tknk pegi, kiter jer pegi. So yeah. Hehe! But maybe plan will change, we havent decide yet. So maybe heading to town as pernormal, or to Singapore Zoo. Hmm, baby is gym-ing now, with Ferd and idk who. Hhaha! Anw, Ferd went to prac5 la seyyy, fuuuyooo, congratz eh to my satsat boy ;D! Hahah! And, baby soon, taking his prac again on thursday. Wishing him a very very very goodluck! And, hope he can pass this time round (: Baby just do your best alright? I'll pray very hard for you ^^ Don't worry, pass with my flying beautiful love! Hehehe! Hmm, so bored right now. Gagag! Kk luh, i think i'm going off now. Bye peeps, will blog again soon! Bye!

Praying hard for you Prac1, baby.

2009-08-06T21:54:00.000-07:00

Alright, tml going out again! As pernormal la kan, normal routine. HAAHA! Every saturday whattttt! Hohohoho! Sham gonna tag along, so yeahhh. Yana also , like woahhh, atlast dier tag along. HAHAH! Meeting them at 4pm, while i gonna meetup with a blogseller at 230pm kt yishun again -,-'' nowdays, i bought alot of things uh, idk why. Hand itchy sikit ahhh. Hohoho! I miss baby siaaaaaa! ))))': but nvrmind, bsok dh jumpe dier. Hehehe! Gonna kiss him! Hohoh! 6 more days to our 2nd Month Anni. Hehehe! I'm always loving himmmm manczxcs. Yeah, i did ask him some quest between us on wed/tues, cause' .....................(personal). So yeah, from that day onwards we become sweetier and sweetier each day. And now, we seldom quarrel, i lioke it this wayyyyyyy manzcxs! I bet baby lioke it tooo, hoho! Kan3? I KNOW! Yeah, baby gonna retake his prac1 today, baby i'll pray hard for you, alright? Pass your Prac1 with my love. Gonna beat up with that satsat! Now, chatting with that Sham, talking about tml thingy and stuff. Hahah! So bored.
I stop blogging here first. I will blog later, see ya' chaoz!

When you siad that, it's hurt me deep down.

2009-08-04T02:53:00.001-07:00

Today, school end early. We decide to walk to Sunplaza, while walking towards Sunplaza, saw Shawal Saeiko. He's n a rush, i think? Hahha! He's late for his CPA Examination. So yeah, walked pass him, and just say, bye. And, he said bye to me too. When for Mac Breakfast, as Jaja graving for since last month. So yeah, me and girls, we ate together at Sunplaza Mac. I ate, Double Fillet-O-Fish, sedapppp gyler. (Bie, smlm you mkn kan, nari i mkn. Hehhe!) After eat, Jaja nk beli Bubble Tea, so yeah, teman her also. After that straight, we took bus 962 home. While waiting for bus, saw Ali, Hafiz, Wailoon, Helmi, Wak, & Sathin walking towards Sunplaza too. But we didn't tegur ém, step tak nmpk jer. Hahahha! Oops. So yeah. Reached home around, 1118am gitu, boring and sleepy :\ Waited for baby's msg, but he didnt reply or text me. Thought something had happen to him, worried. So didnt plan to sleep, waited for baby msg till 1plus gitu, and also he still didn't reply my text. Gagag! So, i went to bed, tryna' sleep, as i'm sleepy. So, i did sleep, but it's sleep wakeup , sleep wakeup , sleep wakeup -,-'' aiyo. Know why? I worried for that pantat laaa. Grrrrrrrr. Gave him kol, tak angkt. But nvrmind, at last, he did text me. I was like so fvcking relief manzcxs. So yeah, plan to sleep back, but can't, yet right now, i'm so tired. Maybe gonna sleep later again. Hahahha! Baby now, is on his way to his workplace, he's late again -,- Alright, today will stop blogging here. Anw guys, i'm doing a blogshop soon, so yeah, do visit when it's done, alright? Thanks!

Ihopeyouknowhowmuchyoumeanttome, andiloveyoualways.

2009-08-01T08:11:00.006-07:00

Alright, today went to town, as pernormal. Saturday whatttt, hahaha! Met baby at amk mrt, Jermine and Rahmam (Mamam), my ex-canberrian senior, waited for me too, just to get in the same train and we head seperate ways, aiyo. Anw,m thanks Jermine. Sorry, klau tak lyn you much, i got reason aye. So head to City hall, met Ana, Sham, Hasif, and his tow other friends. Ana lastmin sia, kol me, ckp nk meet, hahha! Cause' her granny went to vietam. So yeah, we metup together. Saw Ana , sham all at Marina Mac, as i said, meetup kt saner, but after nmpk dorg, turos i and baby gi Carl's Junior, jumpe Ferd, Ahkbaar & Fiqq dulu, then i msg Ana, to come down to the Carl's Junior find us. Quite fun yknow, haha! Especially, my normal '' Standard '' , they're coolie shit ahhhh! I love ém much! Hhaahah! Met ferd's friend, Z-car and idk who, at Supreme Court, lpak at there awhile, amek gambar sini saner, have a great fun over there. Hahaha! After awhile, Ana wanna send Hasif, so she send him to the neartest Mrt station, Sham tag along too, but skali, check2, dier sendiri pun alik, I mean Ana -,-'' alamak, pompuan nie. Aiyomak! But nvrmind Sham, didnt went home, he come find us back, contiune the journey with us. He did get along very well with baby and his friends, as baby know him too, but only liddat2 ah, not so close. Hahahaha! So yeah, they laugh, talk shit together, so do i [; I enjoyed too. So at around 905pm, i went off, went home alone, no need baby sent me, i'm strong ^^ Let baby enjoy with ém ahhhh. So yeahhhh, reached home at 1002pm liddat ah, i think? Not sure uh. Reach home bfore mummy, phewww -,-'' Hahaha! Mummy went to Malaysia, so phewwww. Baby text me while i'm going home alone, cause' dier worry kan i la kan. Hahaha! All the way, msg2 with me non stop, hehehe! Ilovehimmuchzcxcs! Kkz laaa, let the picture do the talking. Malas nk eleborate ahh, sorry. Baby said, he wanna meet me on Monday, woahhh! Heheh! After his prac1 ahh, so yeah, gonna meet him a 5pm , hehe! Anw guys, i and boyf dh okay, we patched things up, and the love story is still going strong (:

Yknow, i will always love you, forever 160609 will be.

2009-07-31T10:41:00.002-07:00

(Pisces + Leo = Love)

When Leo and Pisces join together in a love match, each partner enjoys the new perspective the other brings to life in general. Leo is a strong and assertive Sign, being free to do what they want and taking command of their surroundings. Pisces is quieter and more reserved and introspective. In many ways the two are polar opposites, yet both are dreamers at heart. When they care for one another, they each fill the other's voids and have a caring, mutually beneficial relationship.

Leo is a natural leader and in a relationship with Pisces often becomes the guardian of their weaker partner. Pisces, in turn, gives Leo the audience they need for their ambitions and social performances. Pisces is a Sign that, like Water, fills whatever container it is poured into. Pisces tends to give themselves over to their love match; a kind heart allows The Fish to know Leo in a way that many other Signs don't. Leo's straight forwardness coupled with that doesn't pass into conceit -- the way Leo alone might act -- and isn't overly shy, like Pisces alone may be.

Leo is ruled by The Sun and Pisces is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Pisces is also ruled by Neptune. The Sun gives out light, life and a focus on the Self to the Leo-Pisces relationship. Neptune is about big pictures, ideas and illusions; but it's also involved with disillusion and fantasy. Leo can help Pisces turn fantasies into realities. Neptune works through Pisces by softening Leo's sometimes self-centered and abrupt actions, channeling their energy into a more creative and fruitful outlet.

Leo is a Fire Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two can be very happy and progressive if they recognize the other's needs, using introspection and creative ambition to tend to matters of the heart. Pisces can help Leo learn to be humble and to think of the needs of others, while Leo teaches Pisces to go out into the world and begin to loosen up a bit. But Pisces can be too emotional, too much Water dampening Leo's enthusiasm. Conversely, too much Fire can boil the Water and leave Pisces emotionally burned. Leo and Pisces must establish effective communication in order to ensure their balance is maintained.

Leo is a Fixed Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Pisces doesn't serve well as the boss. They get their greatest satisfaction from bettering the universe, starting with their partner. Leo, on the other hand, comes up with ideas in the first place and suggests little changes to be made here and there in the relationship.

What's the best aspect of the Leo-Pisces relationship? It's their receptiveness to one another's teachings. Pisces shows Leo how to be sensitive and care, and Leo teaches Pisces to make their dreams happen rather than sitting on them. Their ability provide what the other needs makes theirs a truly mutual relationship.

2009-07-30T01:03:00.010-07:00

Listening To : Keri Hlison - Promise me in the dark.
Current Mood : Heartache/Crying.

Today, in the morng, Yana texted me. She's sad that she brokeup with Ferd yesterday. So i immediately kol Ferd, tell him about this. And, i'm willing to help ém patch things up. And, i know, Ferd really love Yana, he can't let go of her, eventhough her attitude/temper is like, so un-tahan-able. Seee, this is what called love. Once you love him/her, don't bcoz of attitude/temper, breakup. This things can be settle in a easy way. I'm sure i will help Ferd. Ferd, don't worry, rabbit is here (:

And after my second exam, baby texted me. And idk what makes him said, '' ..................... '' don't wish to type it here, as it's so bloody hell hurting me. For that two msg, i can cry like for 2hr45/40min, 120-315pm. I did cried while doing my last paper, Mother Tougue Paper1, suddenly my tears dropped down to my exam paper. And after my exam, around1230pm, Ferd still texting with me. Anw, thanks eh Ferd, for comforting me. But still, imma hurt. Crying in bus alone, then while walking home also, and even bathing. I stay in the bathroom for a very long time. Halfway, baby called me, we talked. He ask me not to cry anymore, but he don't know how i feel, i just can't stop crying. I hate the tears in my eyes, really i do. But i didnt stop, i contiune crying till 315pm straight, even while doing a survey. Haizcxs. All i know, i love him, very very very much. Ferd said, baby is the luckiest guy on this world to have me. I'm happy when he said that, but did baby realize it? He knew it himself. I had done so many things just for you, did you realize? Sometime, you said i'm irritating? And, idk why i am. None of my ex, said i'm that bfore. Althought, it's hurt me much when you said that, i'm still loving you like the first time. Still sayang you much, very much. I don't even bare to leave you, and no i don't. I'm happy that i cried for so long, eventhough my eyes are swollen for the time being, cause' make me feel more comfortable, release all of my stress with those tears dropping down. Eventhough, to you, you think that you're not good for me, but to me, you're still good, the best. Cause' i love you. I really glad to have you with me. (Sometime, i wish you could pay more attention to the song i'm listening, because the lyric they sing, is the word, i'm scare to say.)

Thought of going out, release my stress, but got no mood to even doll up myself to go out. So, better stay at home, crying all day long. Sighs, i'm really a bad girlfriend, who always irritate him, make him angry, make him no mood, can't give what he want to him, can't even be the most outstanding girfriend among his ex. Such a failure ass uh me ))))': Haizvcxs.

Alright, i wanna go sleep now. My head, is so fvcking pain, i think, i cried too much. Haizcxs. Pray hard people, for my examination. I wanna pass with flying colours. Bye!
And, to Ferd, my satsat boy, you have my words. I will sure help you ^^

2009-07-25T20:29:00.003-07:00

I use back the old skin again, hahah! Nowdays, skins are so fugly -,-'' So, i prefer this one, that i edited myself, so yeah. Today, got no plan. Baby havent text me, maybe going out with him, maybe not. Mcm malas sia nari :\ stomach pain now, i think, mense is coming )))))))))))': i hate this part right here. Why must girls have mense ehh? Why not boys? Hmm ..... Oops. Heheh! For now, i'm just listening to music, so bored.

Alright, just now, my stomach was damn bloody hell cramp! Tkleyh angkt siak! Agagag! Lying on the bed, while msging with baby. Ahaah! I miss him like fvck yknow! Gagagaga! He's now at City Hall. And oh ya, ade unknown number missed kol siak, hmm, don't wish to talk about it. So yeah, stomach still pain but still can tahan (: Strong girl ehhh ako. Kkz, fake! Idk whatto blog now. All i want now, is to change my skin! I WANT A NEW ONE! A PREFECT ONE! & Blogger nowdays, like sotsot, can't even post a proper post like lasttime, sighs -,-'' Havent bath yet, now going bath soon, so anything i'll post later. See ya' Chaoz!

Atlast, i changed my blogskin, this not so prefect but it's new. Hahah! Alright, finished bath. So cold right now, and my stomach still pain, sighs ): I miss baby sia, wonder what is he doing? Hmm. Anw, heard a news. Ferd & Yana dh baik! Fuuyoooo! Congratz Ferd aite. Aaahah! Saw thier profile, upload both of their pictures tgt. Sweet kan? Lastlong eh korg, must lastlong hor! So yeah, i was happy for them ;D Don't know what to do now, baby can't msg, ppd low again ): Nvrmind, maybe tml he gonna topup, so just tahan luh Elysa. Oneday, tak msg dier, tkkan mati nye. Hahahah! Idk what to do now, listenig to song all the way, haizcxs! Come back home fast baby. While surfing net, i saw a blogshop, with full of couple ring/necklace/braclet, so fvcking beautiful & cheap sial! Wthellll, jealous siol! And ya, i had order a brown simple dress and a 88 Shimmer Palette (is like a foolscape size, filled with alot of colours eye shadow and it's damn shimmering & shinny), total cost = 47bucks. Expensive kan? But nvrmind, worth it. I think? Ahahaha! Gonna save money, wanna buy more thing. Hehehe!

2009-07-24T07:52:00.003-07:00

Baby, changed. He change into a better him, unlike the old him. I'm damn happy with it, so fvcking happy. I want to be liddis forever can? He told me, he changed bcause of me, heheh! I got magic laaa (Winks!) I'm too sweet right dear? Hohohoh! I knowww, dh mmg pun. Kekek! I won't forget the sentence, '' I dh tknk akan attitude again for nothing. '' I'm really glad to hear/see this sentence, really. But make sure, you said it, and you won't break it dear. Alright? Me too, i promise you, i won't do any stupid stuff, won't create any quarrel between us, won't skipped school (I'll try not to kk baby? Gimme time for this) & Will treasure the moment of us!

I won't not gonna live w/o you baby, you're my one & only, for sure (: I will only have you, in my arms. Won't forget everything you do, and said to me. Loving you deeply always ^^ You're like my drug, just get me addicted to it forever & ever. The best and most beautiful things in the world is, we get to know each other, and be with each other. Me w/o you is like, a tree w/o fruit. So baby promise me, don't ever leave me? You're mine always!

Always loving you,
Your Laopo/Wifey(Babygirl)

2009-07-23T22:07:00.006-07:00

23/07/2009, Celebrated baby's bday in advance. I had planned with his friends about this stuff, but lucky, he didnt know anything of it, hahah! This what called surprise kan? Ahahha! So yeah. Reached the place around 2pm/215pm liddat, waited for the Otah tingy to come, i order it from net, cause' it's his favourite. Hahah! But he didnt eat much though, hmm. But nvrmind, hahah! I also had made a strawberry pudding, he love it alot, ate 3 cups, so as his friend, Aliff/Alep. I think, he ate 4/5cups. Hahah! Baby said my pudding nice, just nice, so as his friend all. Haha! And my friends. Yeah, have fun yesterday luh. Baby kena ''sabo'' by his friends & my friends.

Thanks to those who come, and who skip/cancel their plan to come, thanks alot. Thanks, Andie, Ana, Jaja, Dayah, Lea, Aznie, Wanting(Aznie's girlf), Eunice, Atiqah, Yana, Fiqq, Ziera, Ferd, Alep/Aliff, Khairul, & Ahkbaar. Althought there's less ppl, but atleast we enjoyed. Hahha! Hope baby enjoy too aye? Alright, after everything, baby sent me home, it's was 1003pm liddat, in the night. So yeah, i suggested baby to seat around with me first, as i got surprise for him, i mean, a gift. Ahah! Atfirst, baby was no in the mood, cause' he thought i contact Apul -,-'' Aiyomak! Touchwood! I won't take jaja punye laaaa oie. Haah! Then i explained to him, idk whether he trust me, but hopefully yes uh? Ahah! I told jaja about this, haha! Anw, to jaja, hope you & Apul, can be back tgt like lasttime tau? Anything/Any prob just kol/text me, i'm here for you (: Kkz, so yeah, reached the place to sit, i pass him a little cute box, with ful of heart shapes, i told him to find the little gift i wanna gave him, he can't even find, aiyo, fail laaa you, baby! Hahaha! He took long time to find, hahah! But in the end, he giveup, and i took the gift out from the box, and i wore it for him. It's a braclet! With, me & his name on it. Sweeeeet kan Elysa Ciner? Mmg la dok. Hope he love the gift, and baby don't make it lost hor! But hor, the braclet like too loose, so on 27July, we will go and fix it, to make it tighter.And around, 1040pm, he sent me home. And, '' BOOM! '' end of our enjoyable day. Hehehe! We did take pictures, not so many ahhh. (Will upload it soon!)

And also, my friends did fork out some stuff, to give as a gift for baby.
(Lea - Kueh Tiao)
(Jaja - Helped me fried things)
(Ana - Utensil)
(Eunice - Hotdog/Tongs)
(Andie - Chicken Wings)
(Atiqah - Butter/Charcoal)
(Ferd - 4 Bottle of Water/USA Choco)
(Fiqq - Paid the Otah, but i order it)
(Aznie - The strawberry choco present)
(& Also thanks Hasif for bbq-ing for us/them to eat.)

Thanks eh korg! Appreciated alot! On 24 Aug, join us hor, to Geylang to enjoy. Aye?

[Hope he really touched by all the things i made/plan and do for him. This show how much i love you. Did you really enjoy everything dear? Hmm. Happy Bday in Advance. Sorry if i can't celebrate with you on your actual bday, cause' i have prelim on that day, so i gotta move it earlier. Sorry kkz? Muah!]

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2009-07-21T22:08:00.003-07:00

Alright, just came back from sku -,-'' and had made dessert! Hohoh! ^^ A strawberry dessert for tml. Hoho! And, just put down the phone with baby. His in sku, idk what he's doing. So yeah. I miss him la sial! Fvck damn lot yknow? Don't know? Go bang wallll! HAHAHAHA! Gonna meet him tml, yeahhh, bah-goose! Hohohoh! Lovin' it.

Kkz laa, just a stop post today. Wanna go sleep. And last thing, i hate Andie's maid, eeeeee! LAZY MAID! Can't she just listen to the owner, instead of rejecting it? Eeeeeyyyeer! Fvck. Kkz, chaoz!

2009-07-21T04:30:00.003-07:00

Ahaha! Alright, i'm so boring right now. Hohoho! And to Edora, thanks adoring people like me, speaking malay, hahah! So should i learnt more? Or should i stop? Hahhaha! I also don't know -,-'' Blurrrr. Gagga! Even my friends said, nothing wrong to speak malay? To learnt malay? But i just don't want people, to say, '' chinese step malay '', it's so svck. Hahaha! So yeahhhh, idk.
Anw, Edora seldom see you in sku anymore uh, saw EmmaCine only. Where you? Ahhas. Saw me in sku, approach/smile at me aye.

Anw, one more day to go! Meet baby, awwwww. I miss him manzcxs! Ahhhh!
Meeting him so soon, hohoh! Kkz laaa, gtg now. Wanna dwl song ahhh ^^ Bye!

2009-07-20T04:30:00.008-07:00

Hey hello! Hhha! Alright today, went back home, after that straight went to sleep, so nice yknowwww! Hhaha! Slept like a pig. Muahha!

And yeah, i won't be speaking malay anymore, not even type in malay. Ahaha! Weird right? I said this? But just don't want ppl to said, i'm '' chinese that wanna step malay '' . So yeah, better don't. Chinese people, speak English & Chinese, not Malay. Hahah! But don't worry, im not racist here. I mixed with Chinese & Malay yeah. But i think, ,i gotta get my chinese germs back. Speak more to chinese, haha! And, english also laaaa. There's will be no more, malay coming out from my mouth. (Fiqq, i won't give you a chance to kol me '' chinese want to step malay anymore ah! ") But still, i will be mixing with ém, like normal. Cause' i can't leave w/o them, heheh! Especially, those close ones. Just that, when they talk to me in malay, i will reply in english, and won't talk to them in malay anymore. And to people who ask whether i know how to speak malay or what, or whether i'm a chinese yet know how to speak malay? I will just said, '' Yeah , i know. But i don't speak it much '' . I'm just a normal chinese girl, not those special ones. HAHAHA! But not ahlian ehhhhh. Hohohoh! Kkz, i promise to myself, i won't said malay words anymore. Don't wish to make my own malay friend(s) hate me about this thingy. So yeah. Speak good english ,yknow (: Hhaha!

Alright, i'm missing baby right now. I guess his at work? Or maybe, idk where he go. Hahah! He didnt even tell me, but i think, he go work ahhh. So just wait for his msg onlyyyy. Hhaha! Gonna meet him on Thurs (23 July), going somewhere, secret dok. Hahha! Fvcking loving him right now, don't wish to leave him. Heehe! Kkz laa , gtg now. Wanna watch tv. See ya' guys! Chaoz!

2009-07-18T08:24:00.006-07:00

Alright, today went out with baby. Actually meeting baby at 3pm, but suddenly, he called me, asked me to meet him at Wld, and it's was about 1045, when he called me. Hahaha! He want me to accompany him to Bpp, to give a gift to a customer. So, i teman lor. Ahah! I faster siap2, then kuar uma. So yeah, meet him around 1215pm, outside Boot & Shoes. So we head to take 960 to Bpp. reached Bpp, waited for the customer to come. The customer reached about 15min later, so yeah, baby pass the gift to him/her. And, it's a chinses customer, i didnt saw the customer, so idk it's a girl/boy. So yeah. After that, we went back to his work, and saw his manager, and also the indian girl. Hahahah! The indian lady, come towards me, and gimme s shock, haha! How cute right dier? Hahhaa! She's the one who said, baby loook like a kid/baby, so i must tkcare of him. HAHAHA!

After that, we headed to Vivo, mkn Carl's Junior. And met Fiq & Ahkbar at there, after that met Ferd at the Smoking Area, outside Vivo. (Sorry eh, cut it short, lazy ah, nk eleborate) So , they went smoking, after that, we head to City Hall. And all the way, from Vivo till Cityhall/Esp, Fiq, Ferd & Ahkbaar, made me laugh with ther nonsense. HAHAHA! I took a video of it, so later, you'll be able to see, such a krazy, funny friends i had aye? Who, can cheer my day up. Haha! Especially, Fiqqqqq Boogeyyy! Soyeah.

Otw to Esp, i saw Feeq, Yan, and his sk8ters friends all, i forget thier name. But i didnt look at ém at all. Baby was angry with me, or maybe damn angry with me, as ................. (Can't tell, our personally thingy) So yeah. But to baby, don't think negative, im not that type of girl, trust me. & yknow ily & only you. (:

Yeah, while walking, Dora saw me, and she tegur me. Haha! And had a little chat with her. And, even we took pictures, and get to know her cousin, and Bunny. Skali, check2, Fiq & Ahkbaar, also knl Bunny. Hahaha! Hell yeah, i saw alot of familiar faces ehhhh. Some just smile at me, some tegur. Saw Audrey, Dora, Wadi, Danny Sanchi, Shidah (Tektek FLAT!), Syafiqah(Bdk Sec3), Degil, Miiaye, Feeq, Yan, and i forget who i saw. Hahah! Alot right? Muhahaa! But was fun afterall, only the part where i fight with baby, it's svck alot! I don't want it again. And, after everything, we went to Marina Step, so yeah. Meetup with Ferd's friend. Haha! Get to know ém, but idk thier name. HAHAHAHA! Wth.

Baby didnt send me home tonight, he only send me to Wld Mrt, as mummy is waiting for me at Wld Bus Inter, so yeah. But thanks baby. & I feel bad yknow? Yknow why? Case' i like taking baby away from Ferd and all of ém, baby didnt spend time with ém much. Cause' he need to send me home. I think, netwk, i won't be meeting him, on Sat. Let him go enjoy with his friends, see, im good right? Hahahs. I won't let him abandon his friend bcause of me. And so do i, i won't abandon my friends bcause of him. But, still love you ^^. And soon, meeting baby on 23 July & 27 July! Hohohoho! Kk laa, nk end skrg. HAHAHA!

Kkz, i know. Fiq is the cutest. Hhaha!

And, the videos!

Click on it to watch aye.

[Alright, i'm off now. Bye guys! See you. And baby, ily laaaa.]

2009-07-17T09:52:00.002-07:00

I love ths more! Heheh!

Cute right? I doll them up. Haha! Which you prefer? Hmm, nothing better to do, so played y8.com. Hahah! ( I prefer the first one, cute!).

2009-07-17T02:50:00.003-07:00

See, not only boys can do tecktonik. We, girls also can yknow! So, don't look down on us.
Muhahha! Enjoy the video, bye! Chaoz! Toodles! & Ily baby.
(Scroll down & click stop for the music, so that you could even enjoy the song, it's quite a old song if you guys don't know, but it's nice, so enjoy!)

2009-07-16T19:42:00.014-07:00

Yesterday, went to meet baby, celebrated our One Month Anni. Metup with him at Causeway, Boot & Shoes. I reached there first, after about 5-10min, saw baby walking, and his arm grow bigger liao, fuuulerrrmakkk! Muscle man la dier. Haha! (Jgn kembang eh baby!) Bleak! Then went to Boot & SHoes, the kedai, buy sweet. And he bought himself a Green Tea.

At first, we're going to ecp, but end up in the bus, baby said, Vivo is more romantic, and can see hamster! So yeah, we stop at Eunos, and walk to Eunos Mrt Station. I bought Unagi at somewhere near Eunos Mrt Station, cost $1.50 for 2, quite cheap. So yeahhh, right now, i'm craving for it manzcxcxs! Then we took Mrt to Outram, and change train, to Habourfront. What we do first thing, is to see hamster! Baby wanna buy hamster, haah! Cute kan dier? The hamster that baby like, cost 30buck, for one. It's bloody cute yknow! Cutier than me pun, aiyo. Hahah! Baby said, when he get his salary, he gonna buy, a boy & a girl, i think? Hahhas. Fvck, cute nye hamster.

After going to the animal shop thingy, we went Daiso, bought something. I bought, Bbq net thingy, & Fake eyelasher. While baby buy, Seaweed, Banana Drink, and a circle2 kinda of snack, idk what's the name. Hahaha! Total cost, 10bucks. So yeah. After that, we go shop2 awhile, see but can't buy. Tkde duit mah. Hahaha! So yeah, after that we went up to the place where we can see the scenery, i forget what's that place call. Hhaha! Sorry2. Paisey ah. And then, we enjoy eating our food we bought over there, and ya, i bought a hot milk. Hah, Sedappp! But right, when im going to finish the hot delicious milk, baby go put the recola sweet inside, make it taste so svck! Eeeeeeyyyyyeeerr, imgaine, milk + grape? Alamak, PUI! Gagag! After that, we take gambar2, shiok sendiri la kan kiter. Hhaah! And yknow what, he carried me in public, while those couple are romance-ing among themself, and i was like, so maluuuu. Agag! He said, '' see, i can carried you '', action nmpk! Hahha! He carried me 2/3 time in a day. Hahha!

Yeah, we took bus 963 home. Baby sent me home, then we slack2 at somewhere near my void deck. I saw cockroach, bynk la sialll! Omg! Eeeee. I did enjoy with baby, but too little time, but nvrmind, on 23/27 July, we will have more fun! Alright?

And yknow what! Baby, bought me present, lemme show off sikit ah, heheh. He bought those thingy i had told him, or mention it bfore. But some, not laaa. (Here's the pic)

The present he wrapped himself, & those mask, lip gloss and BB Cream.

2 Silky Girl, Blusher. 2 ZA Compact. 2 Maybelin white eyeliner & 7 loreal liquid.

Some lotion that i want, and also slimming lotion, and slimming tight.

And, THIS! I love this, so sweet.
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Baby, thanks for everything you gave me, it's cost so much. And yet, you left yourself with no money. Haiyo. But really i'm touched by the card! Hehehe! And those present too. I bet it's cost more than 100bucks, right? I will keep & use it properly. Thanks baby, loving you muchhhh! Fvcking much! ;D
Muah, Xoxoxo.

2009-07-15T20:58:00.011-07:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!

Wooahh, it's been 1 month we've been together.
Hehehe! Loving you more more more laa dengzcxs.
Few more hour i gonna meet baby, so happy.

And, i wanna say ;

We've been through those ups & downs, crying & hurting. Yet, we're still together, going strong. If I has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say '' i love you ''. I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.You're just like a wings, and i'm like a bird. Without your wings, i can't fly high. Now that i had realize, that you're important to me.You're my soulmate, my babyboy & my one & only laogonggong. When i'm with you, I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, it's just me & you always dear. I love you. I call you. I always seek you in my heart. Now that I found you, I won't let you go.(Thank god, i found you)

Baby birthday is coming, gonna celebrate with him, baby i wanna tell you this ;
As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

Alright, texted baby, i bet his sleeping like a pig now -.-'' (Oink!Oink!)
Meeting him later, 2hour more! Hehehe! Excited siak, nk jumpe dier, fuuuyooo!
Baby cpat la bagon! Haiyomak! Gagaga! Today, we're going East Coast.
Not sure what we gonna do there, but baby suggested , so i go jer.
I wanna hug him & see the seashore. Sweet kan saye? I knowwww, mmg sweet.
Alright, i will stop here. Wanna go watch tv, tkcare! Chaoz!

[The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it.]

2009-07-15T02:44:00.006-07:00

I FVCKING MISS LAOGONGONG.

Alright, tml gonna meet baby. Awww! I'm so fvcking happy yknow! Hehehe! He said, he gonna give me a big surprise, i did asked for hint, but he didnt wanna tell me. So secretive eh dier. But nvrmind, tml i will know what is that big present. Hahaha! So fvcking miss him, tonight maybe we will otp, but baby said his tired, i want him to sleep, later his body will aching here & there, and get sick, then i can't celebrate his bday with him alone ): Baby, better take good care of yourself nowdays hor! No, i mean forever. Don't ever get sick tau? Kkz? We did have some conflict last fewdays, but we're fine now. We're still standing strong, so to my girlfriends, don't worry aye. And to Lea, i'm hoping that i can lastlong with him, and don't worry aye? Ahahas. Tml is our 1 Month Anni! Yeahhhh. We've been together for 1 month dear. Huhuhuh! And, it's still counting.

Now, baby is at his work, or maybe otw to his work. He gym-ed with Ferd, my satsat boy. Haha! His sepet! Muahahah! He call me his rabbit, hekehkeh! So i call him satsat, cause' he walk so satsat -,-'' Hhahaa! ANd also, that little fiqqy boy, my '' isap rokok '' boy. Hahha! Whenever he see me, he will said, '' eh, nak isap rokok? '' '' isap rokok ahh? '' Hahha! Funny right him? And his damn friendly yknow! A good friend. Plus, my hamster/laogonggong, he's the one who i spend alot with, and the one i love most, and i can't leave w/o him. I'm also his hamster! Hhehe! (Kambang!) Alright, i wanna go sleep now. Bye peeps!

xoxo, babylove.

2009-07-14T02:22:00.003-07:00

About Pisces Love Life,(Read the sentence that's hightlighted in pink)

Love and romance bring idealistic energy your way this year. You enjoy being in touch with the spiritual and mystical part of your nature, so you need a romance that encourages self-discovery, and intimacy that allows you and your lover to connect with each other’s soul on a deep level. It's not just anyone who dares to travel as far into the unknown as you do, Pisces!

Your dreams will be ignited as you attract someone (or reach a deeper place in an existing relationship) who is willing to dream with you, and who loves and cherishes you for exactly who you are right now. You refuse to abandon your sense of self in your relationship, so it is crucial that your dreams and visions are supported in your love relationship. In the springtime, you're eager to further explore your commitment with your partner, and to truly understand the practicality of balancing your energies, and maintaining that equal energy. This will be a huge growing opportunity for you. Dramatic shifts in the way you relate to each other are inevitable as you learn more practical ways of growing and sharing.

In the fall, communication between you and your lover will become even more romantically satisfying. This will lead to an even deeper commitment -- marriage perhaps -- as romance becomes more about caring for each other and being sensitive to each other’s needs.

2009-07-14T01:11:00.031-07:00

Baby, i just wanna say.

I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you. All the loneliness I would go through, it'll feel so svck. I miss you, just like the air that i breathe, I need you with me, i'm not gonna lie. I really can't imagine my life w/o you by my side.I'm not gonna lie to myself, everytime my cellphone rings, i'll be checking for your name. Each and every call & msg, i hoping it's was you.I would anything to make you love me.You the one i need & the one i love still. Still missing the way we joke, laugh, hug, pinching, bullying, kissing, and your everything.I just can't survive w/o you by my side. Noone can ever come in between us, we're unbreakable, baby.

You're the reason, i breathe.
You're the reason, that i still beileve.
You're my destiny.
I'm yours forever, yes, forever.
And, i will never gonna let you go.

Bottom Line; (You're always gonne be my one & only laogonggong.)

2009-07-12T23:51:00.012-07:00

TO THAT SPAMMER! ;

Eh, ko tak puas pe? Or are you jealous? Fvck you! Spam me, yet don't dare put your own name? Kecian siak bdk nie. Haiyo! I pity your mother sial biatch/jerk! Gave birth to you, yet no name? HAHAHAHA! Such a weird family you've got there. Anw, are you fugly? Can i see your that fvcking face? Hahha! I bet you're jealous of me aye? C'mon laaa, get a life la sial. Now 2009 , bkn 2006 tau babi, you wanna said about me, said la, face to face! Kan best? Atleast, i can see your face, you can see mine. Who knows, you look like a elephant? HAHAHAHAHAA! Omg! I will be laughing aloud siol! Tak happy? Kiter jumpe, kiter have party together. I don't mind anw. Hhaha! I dare you to put your name! I DARE YOU! Listen, I DARE YOU! Please eh, you say im acting pretty? Oh, did i? HAHAHA! You gotta be kidding me. Or are you really jealous about me? Just tell me la, i will tell you my secret, ahaha! I don't mind sharing, yknow? Hehe! And, also thanks for blessing us to lastlong ehh! Thanks siak! And, we will lastlong! ;D No worrys eh biatch/jerk! We will! ^^ And last, fvck youuuuu! Get a life laaa, go find a parttime job, better than having spamming as your parttime job. You won't get money, you will get enemy jer babe. Hahaahahaah! AND YEAH! TAK HAPPY, KITER JUMPE FACE TO FACE EH! I'm looking forward to it. And, yeah i pity you & your parent! Such a stupid kid they have. Muahaha! Oopsyyyy. HA! A kid with no name, kecian gyler ah dok!

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(Middle Finger to you!, biatch)

And to Baby! IMY SO MUCHHH! )))))))))))':

2009-07-10T23:23:00.002-07:00

See this Video, hahah! The day, i went out with Ferd, Fiqq, Ahkbaar(I forget how to spell his name) & Baby ;D ! Hahaha! Cute siak, dorg.

2009-07-10T08:23:00.007-07:00

Aye, didnt post for idk how mnay days. Was busy ahh, that's why. Hahah! And hell yeah, today i went out with baby! We had a great time yknow! Went to Tamp1, walk here & there. I hugged him many today! But i want more, hehe! Meet him with my sku uniform, good girl la kan. Haha! And yeah, after shopping at Tamp1, he sent me home. We took 969 home & went there by 969 too. So glad that i can meet him today, awwwww. We gonna meet on 16 July! Our 1 Month Anni! I'm looking forward to that, but baby, sorry i can't buy for you present on our 1 Month Anni, but don't worry, i will spend time with you on 27 July (: I promise, i swear! Alright? Loving you much! Aye, baby went jogging. So yeah, im alone. Ahah! Chatting with Ferd, baby's gay partern. He told me alot of things btw he and his girlf. (Ferd! Don't make a hush decision la, don't think twice dulu aye?) Ferd said, thanks to me & baby, if not, we won't be that close. And, also my girlfriends, i won't intro ém to baby's friend, and they became friend too. Heheh! And, i remembered, firstly, i get to know Ferd from tagged, and chatted with him lasttime, and then follow by Fiqq, he added me in tagged too, we chatted alil, not as much as Ferd's.And then, follow by baby, we chatted alot, and even we meetup to go club, cool right? Then slowlt2, we hooked up. Hhaah! And last, i get to know, Ferd & Fiqq both are baby's friend. Hahha! Connection siakkk! And even my side nye, my kwn pun knl baby, even Ana's abg also, some even knows baby's mummy. Like woahhh! So many connection, kan3? HAHAH! Fated laaaaaaa (: Be jealous ppl! And Ferd said, we both are match. Haha! How clever is he, kan3? Huakhuak!

And ya, the bbq thingy cancelled :(, cause' baby bday quite near to our prelim, (N's level), so not much ppl can make it, so i gotta cancel, sighs. I think, i will just celebrate with baby ajer, kan more sweet. Hope he don't mind :\ Sorry aye, baby. Gonna meet him on 16 July, 23 July & 27 July! Ahahaha! Hope that on 27 July, we will have fun together eventhough just the two of us. Im gonna make a unforgettable bday for you, and just the two of us. I swear!

I'm loving more & more each other, noone can ever replace you.
6 more days to out 1 Month Anni!

2009-07-08T00:46:00.004-07:00

Current Mood : SLEEPY!
Listening To : The Black Eyed Peas - Alive

Alright, just reach home about 2plus. Aahah! Went Causeway with Jaja, went to alot of places. Hahaha! And, i planned something, another plan. So, baby don't think. that you know everything, cause' you don't know nothing. HAHAHAHA! Everything change liao, so, hahaha! Surprise ehh that day, huhuhu! I'm damn tired now, seriously. Yesterday, baby said, wanna apart with me, cause' due to Marina's adek commenting about him. Just one comment make our love lost? Ape nie? Haizcxs. But, in the end we, never. Cause' he was just testing me -,-'' like wth. Made me cried, i hate him sia! (Baby, ade kasi ade bailk!) So, you wait jer. Hahahaa! And yeah, on 24 Aug, gonna talk starightforward to Marina's adek, hope she's following us. Buto ahh dier, never see herself in mirror, then talk much -.- anw girl, you're more uglyier than we, girls. So don't said, my girlfriends are ugly, and gemok! Plus, don't say i act like monster or whatsoever. Please ehh, we are more mature then you sial. Or are you jealous, cause' we'r prettier than you? Uh? Are you biatch? And more, don't comment about my boyf is ugly. I think, yours is more more way ugly! Jealous eh, ako ade macho boyf? Fvck you upside down! You can get better looking guy? GO AH, GET, LET ME SEE! I think, haha! All guys lari siol! You nie, giant pig! AHHA! Oops. Don't ever comment people, when you're not even pretty/or prefect ehh. Last warning tau. Oh ya, gonna celebrate baby's bday soon! Hoho! I'm gonna plan it, see such a good girlf you've got! (((((: Hehehe! And yeah, i wanna go sleep. Tonight, gonna otp with Fiq & Ferd, gonna talk about something, so yeah. Kkz la guys, going off now. So see ya! Chaoz!

Baby, i'm crazy for you, i need you.

2009-07-07T01:10:00.017-07:00

Alright, went to ecp with my girlfriends yesterday. At first, we were like so excited. Haha! But after some time, it's rain, all of us, it's like dancing in the rain, playing with the rain, haha! So cold. And, we waited for the rain to stop, while waiting for it, we some of us, went to buy hot chocolate, and ate some mac's fries, so yeah. And, after awhile, the rain stopped alil. So we went back, & contiune, our bbq. But, sigh, my lighter that i bought, spolit, idk who make it spolit. Like, wtfs! Gaga! But nvrmind, just a lighter only. Agaga! So yeah, we borrow a group of mly guys lighter, cause' they sat quite near our place, our pit. So yeah, we borrowed it. It's actually, can get started to bbq, but i don't how, and i don't where, the rain come, and (Woo!) the fire gone -.-'' so we gotta wait for my guy and his friends to come. We didnt borrow those guy's lighter again, cause' i forget what thingy. So yeah, waiting for my guy, Fiq & Ferd to come, we talk talk, amek gambar. Skali, they come, i guess it's baby firsttime, seeing me in spec, kan3? HAHAHHA! So werid right? I know! Masai gyler babi sial. Hahha! But nvrmind, it's still me. Haha! And yeah, that little Fiqq helped us out, he's helpful, that's what my girlfriends said about him. Hahaha! (Fiq, tkmu kambang ehh!) Hhaha! So yeah, the bbq begin! Hohoho! All started to cook/bbq happily together. I bbq for Fiq , Ferd & my guy. But oly Fiq and my guy ate, Ferd tak mkn. Ckp dier too full -,-'' But, in the end, when going 6/630pm gitu, he went mkn. I think? I heard my girls said. Cause' all of ém are hungry liao. Hahaha! I and Jaja, went to bath, we took more than 30min, i think. Then slowly, Ana & Lea, come join us. Haha! But thattime, I and Jaja were alrdy dolling up ourself. Haha! It's fun yknow. My 3 girls, can get along with my boyf & his friend well. Gerek siol! And, they said, m boyf and his friends are gerek too. Hoho! They even said, they don't mind i going on with my boyf, and, said, his good, his okay. Awww, thanks girls. Hehehe! I'm sure i will lastlong with him aye? Hahahs. Alright, we took, bus idk what, to Bedok Inter, then Ferd & Fiq went home, left my guy, and then we took 168 to Woodland, and then baby sent me home, while Jaja , Ana & Lea, go bazaar at Woodland. When i reached home, i camwhored alil, and then bath , then watch tv awhile, and go bed. Plus, did msg with boyf all the way, he even kol me. I miss his voice :( I guess we not gonna meet this wk, but nvrmind, it's okay. I understand. And, it's going to our 1month! Awww! Happy gyler! Heheh! 1 more week to go baby! ;D Aye, and his bday is coming, (cey2! Baby going 18 year old liao, fuuuyoo!) Haha! (Tkmu kambang eh, laogonggong!) Huakhkaa!

And ya, today went to sku. And, it's Qhairil's bday! Haha! He did kena bday bash, i think? And, i did wished him. He invited me to his bday party, this coming Saturday. But im not sure, im going. Mcm malas plak, but hmm, not sure uh. See my mood that day. AAHA! Anw, Qhairil Happy Bday aye! Kkz la, gonna go sleep now. Damn tired siol! Arrghhh! Kk, bye people! Chaoz!

I may not get to see you, as often as i like.
I may not get to hold you in my arms, all through the night.
But deep down in my heart I truly know, you're the one I love & I can't let you go.

2009-07-05T08:46:00.006-07:00

BABE, WE GONNA HAVE FUN! ;D IM GONNA DANCE TILL I DIE! PARTY LIKE NOONE BUSINESS! AND GONNA CAMWHORE TOGETHER MANY MANY! SEE YOU GUYS TML AYE! ;D

2009-07-03T19:50:00.012-07:00

Today, wakeup around 1035am. Still tired & sleepy, but nvrmind, for baby and today date, i don't mind. Gonna bath at 1115am later, after bathing, then get ready, & head to meet baby at Wld Mrt.Meeting him around 230pm, & i need to get ready early, cause' yknow la kan, i'm a girl mah! Hahaha! Girl take time to siap & get ready. Hohohoh! I bet baby is still sleeping like a P.I.G. Hahaha! Oopsssyy. You're a pig, baby! Bleakzcxs! ;D Alright, when im back i will blog again. So, chaoz people! Bye! Toodles!

Baby, still havent wakeup, wth -,-'' he's a pig! Hahaha! But nvrmind, still early. I think, i get ready too fast. Hahha! Cause' i scare i'm late, hahah! Now, im all ready, wait for baby text, after that, i straight, go out of this house. Hahahahaha! Wooohooo! Meeting baby sooon, arghhh, can't wait. Alright, i think, later meetup with Andie at causeway first, wait for baby to reach. Hope Andie can make it, gagaga! & yknow what! My brother's tution teacher, said, i slim alrdy. I was like, woahhhh! Really? He said that? My brother told me this, hahah! Yeahhh, but still my weight 58kg, i think? :\ Sighs, nvrmind, i will contiune diet! :D

Kkz, im back home now. Baby bring me home, hehe! And yknow what, he carried me today , so malu siakkk! Aiyooyoo! Gagaga! Just now, meetup with Ferd, Fiqq & Ahkbar , they had their dinner at Far East. There's alot of ppl there, pernormal la kan. Hahaha! A guy smiled at me, when he's attached ehh. Another, keep on looking at me, and (swit!) at me, asking me to go over his place, but i didnt, and that's when baby is not with me. And, i saw Adi at Taka just now. Hahah! Abeh tak tegur siak dier, but nvrmind, atleast he texted me. So yeah, didnt have much fun with baby tadi ): But nvrmind, we will meet again. Hehehe! And i miss him right now manzcxs! And baby, please don't think negative aye? Kkz? Muahh! Kkz, will stop here. My leg aching right now, and so the tired. Kkz laa, bye people! AND, WE ATE BEN & JERRY'S , IT'S COST $53.95! WOAHH!
But sorry uh, dear :\ I feel gulity too, so sorrry.

2009-07-03T07:10:00.010-07:00

Alright, just finish jogging & bath. Woah, so cooling right now. Ahhhh ~! Hahaha! Right now, just waiting for my laogonggong to kol/msg me. Haha! Wonder what he doing? Hmm. I'm missing him right now, eventhough tml we gonna meet. I gonna have fun with him! Hhehehe! Cause' after this, i think, we won't meet that much, as he gonna start sku soon :( But nvrmind, confirm oneday, we will meetup! Right baby? & Yeah, to laogonggon, tml don't bring me go mamam alot uh, only ben & jerry's will do, i don't want gemok alik :\ Kkz? I gained 1kg -,-'' wtfvck! So sad siakk! Sedih babe! Haizcxcs! Nvrmind, Elysa you can do it! Work hard! Jia you! ;D Aye2, baby reaching home in no time! Hehehe! I miss his act cute face, huhuh!

Saturday, 4 July.

Will be fetching baby at his workplace again, Hougang Mall. Tgk, his girlf fetch me yknow! Seee, i so so sweeet kan3? I knowwwww, hehe! (Kambang!) After fetching baby, we will be heading idk where. He havent even tell me, so yeah. Hahah! Oh ya! Blum charge camera ahh! Mati! Argghhh! Nvrmind, will charger later, hahah!

Sunday, 5 July.

Sunday, is family day for me, so nothing new, so yeahhh.

Monday, 6 July.

Will be having Bbq Pit with my girlfriends, i mean, 4T2 girlfriends only. No guys are allow, that's what they told me, so yeah. Thought of bringing baby, but can't. Haiya, nvrmind, a day for me to my girlfriends (: I didnt spend much time with ém much nowdays, so yeah, on Monday, we can. Gonna take pictures babe! Yok! Kiter golek2. Hahaha! ;D See you babe on Monday, at 11am sharp ^^

2009-07-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Bored/ Sleep/ & Missing Bambang!
Listening To : Jada - American Cowboy

Just receive a news from my girlfriend. Saying that on Monday, Youth Day, we gonna have Pit at Ecp, with only our class girls, no guys are allow. I didnt attend sku, so idk anything, but still they did tell me about it (: So yeah, maybe i'm going. Hahah! It's been long since i had fun with my girlfriends, and more a pit with my girlfriends. I'm sure and i hope we gonna have fun that day. Aye, babe? Each person should forking out 5bucks for the pit. Will be meeting ém at 11am, outside Boots & Shoes, and we will go home at 8pm sharp. Hahha! Everything planned properly. & See you, my girlfriends on Monday! ;D & I booked the pit alrdy ^^

[Jaja : Cheer up aye? He's been playing with you only. He's not worth, he's just like those jerks out there. You can get better guy (: Alright? Cheer up kkz? I'm here for you. Smile aye? Be strong, move on. Show him you can do it, show him that, we, girls, are not weak w/o ém. Kkz? Each time a guy hurt you, you'll be stronger, like me (: Don't ever show ém how weak you are, alright dear? Smile alright? Loves.]

2009-07-02T20:57:00.000-07:00

HELL YEAH! TODAY DIDNT ATTEND SKU AGAIN! MAMPOS! ;D

Muhaha! So yeah, early in the morng, stomach pain, so didnt attend sku. And more, i got flu. Hmm, staying at home, so boring, feel like going Hougang Mall to have lunch with baby, but my ex-link tkde duet -,-'' mummy tak kasi topup, fvck! _|_ So yeah not going, i guess? But, i miss him much! Tml we're meeting, so yeahhhhh! Wooohooo! ^^ Aye, 24 Aug, gonna buke with my girlfs, Panda, Iman, Sekel, Card, Wan, and i forget who. Haha! Weird right, i buke with ém? Haha! They puasa, i also. Yknow why? Cause' i can diet too, hahaha! I'm not acting like one malay wannabes, just that, during the pausa , i can diet, to lose weight (: So yeah. Haha! If i'm slim, i won't even join ém puasa-ing. Hah! Tml, idk where we're going, baby will plan it. Haha! He organizer it, so he will plan it too. Tml, 4 July, Couple Day ;D Bet gonna be fun with ém, huakhuak! I'm yawning again now, haha! Think, later i will be going to sleep. Hehehe! Baby gonna kol me P.I.G again, kan3? Kan, you? Kan, Bambang Iswandy? Hahahha! Kkz laa, gonna stop here. See you guy(s) soon! Toodles!

(Fvck! Blog can't upload pictures! Aiyomak!)

Baby, i fvcking miss you la sialzzcxcs!

2009-07-02T02:25:00.000-07:00

Lemon + water.

Two very beneficial ingredients for us that is great alone but when put together makes a fantastic drink that can led us to to healthier skin and body. I get asked about Lemon Water on how exactly can this benefit our health. So I'm going to go explain to you guys why this is my favourite beverage.

Great for detoxing us

Lemons are great for the cleansing of the body because they stimulate elimination in our digestive system. They detoxifies us by purifying the liver by eliminating toxins. When our bodies are detoxified; you can see dramatic difference to the skin because the body no longer holds all these toxins. The skin will be clearer and brighter. You can say that it has the power to keep you thin therefore many celebrities swear by lemon water due to the fantastic beauty benefits.

Relieve digestion problems

Lemons relieve constipation, nausea, heartburn etc. It helps the liver produce more bile which helps to digest our food. It is high in Vitamin C so therefore prevents infections and helps our immune system.

Kills bacteria

If you have a sore throat; drink lemon water with a couple teaspoons of honey and not only will your throat be soothed, but the lemon will fight the bacteria. It is known to relieve sorethroats, asthma and tonsillitis.

Lemons have made a dramatic difference to my skin and has helped my body detox itself everyday naturally. I am sure this drink is what's stopping me from becoming overweight since I eat so much. Try it guys! Cut up 3-4 slices of lemons into a glass of cold water (cold water speeds up your metabolism) and refill it a couple times. You can eventually switch to Boiling Water which is more soothing. Try it for a week and you will see and feel the differences to your skin and body. I love it and I'm addicted!

So, nexttime, add a Lemon into your water/cold water .Give it a try! Trust this! ;D

2009-07-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

YEAH, TODAY DIDNT ATTEND SCHOOL! BAIK! ;D

Wake up around, 1102am liddat. Baby texted me, so yeah. And and, i just went to cut my fringe, to make it straight jer. Haha! So, there's no changes in my hair. Hhekhe! So boringggg, argh! Oh yeah, Jaja & Lea pun tak gi skola, hahaha! Kecian Ana, she went to sku. Aiyo. Hahha! Tml, i will be going to sku.And then Sat, gonna meet my lil P.I.G ;D Hhaaha! Meeting Ferd, Yana, Fiqq & Ziera too. Fvck! Flu is getting on my nerve manzcxs! Arghhhh! Gagaga! (P.I.G , imy fvcking much sial!)

Kkz, will stop blogging here.
Oh yeah, I wanna buy Sliver Eyeshadow ,White Eyeliner , Johnson Baby Oil, & Clean & clear Moist tml.

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2009-07-01T05:04:00.001-07:00

Current Mood : Bored/ Missing him much.
Listening To : Cassie - Ditto

S.L.E.E.P
This is what i do today, sleep. Hahha! Straight after sku, i went to sleep till around 703pm then wakeup. Mamam porridge, then suddenly recieve a msg from boyf, so yeah. I miss him fvcking much ysee, yknow. Arggghhhh! And also, he sleep and sleep at home today, like P.I.G. Hhahahahah! So, he's the second P.I.G . Hhaha! Nanny nanny poo poo. Alright, jaja told me, mahathir the guy that used to hate me, said, i'm pretty. I was like, woah! Hahha! Weird kan3? First time siak, he said i'm pretty. He always the one who keep commenting bad things about me yknow. Ha! Fvcking werid kan3? He's the one who used to said, i'm fat -,-'' Hahaha! And more, jaja's bestie, Khai. Wanna knl2 with me? Hhaha! Weird. And more, i bet his going for looks. He was otp with jaja oneday, and skali, he talk about me, Elysa sini, Elysa saner. Then jaja had a feeling that he likes me, skali, Khai said to jaja, '' Nnti Klau Elysa single, blg khai kkz? '' liddat. I was like, wtfs! Eeeeeee! He's going for looks ysee, and more thattime, he's attached when he said that. Eeeeyyyeeerrr! And more, i won't be single anymore, cause' (aik2! i love my man, manyak) I won't leave him, so yeah, wait long long. HAHAHAHA! Oops, sorry uh Jaja. And another thing, got a unknown msg me and kol me during lesson, asking me to be friend with him -,-'' But, haha! Saye tak lyn, tak angkt kol dier pun. Haha! Kan, i'm faithful. Even Andie said, '' Woah, Esther so faithful uh, this time? Not the old her anymore '', i was like, '' Of course laaa! (In a action way of speaking) '' And Eunice said, '' Woah, Esther now slim alrdy, guys all go for her '' , I said, '' No laa, where got '' , then she asked me , '' Esther, you wanna grow fat back like Andie's Size? '' I replied, '' Of course, No laaa! Siao! '' Hahah! So yeah, i don't entertain unknown number now, so sorry. Hahh! & idk why, today weird things happen to me. Hahha! Shocking sia!

Alright, later baby will be calling me. Hell yeahhh! ;D
And, in 2 days time, we will be meeting! Hoho! Happy gyler sial.
And yah, guess tml i won't be going to sku, not feeling well today.
Alright, will stop blogging here today. So yeah, anything i'll blog tml.

We're still together, and it's still counting.
He's my everything, my drug.
Loving you faithfully.

2009-06-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Sleepy!
Listening To : Akon - Lets Just Fall In Love

Yeah, just reach home from sku -,-'' I love tuesday, cause' the sku end early only on tuesday. Hahah! And yeah, quite bored right now. Going sleep soon, tired luh kan. Hahah! And baby, going for interview later, at UrbanMale (I forget). I think, he's going with Ferd? I'm not sure uh. So yeah, and i bloody fvcking miss him sia! Omg. And yknow what, smlm dier jogging to ecp siakkk. I was like, Woah. Hahaha! And reached home about 530am in the morng liddat. Hhah! Mcm gi club jer ehhh, but he didnt, he go jogging. And, i trust him (: So yeah, alright. Nk gi tido skrg, sleepy liao. So anything , i'll blog soon aye guy(s)! Toodles! Chaoz!

Monyet, your babygirl miss you fvcking much sia.

2009-06-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Boring hell!
Listening To : Nothing.

Right now, i'm in sku. So bored, having CPA lesson now. And there's nothing to do, i mean there's work given to do, but i'm lazy to do. Do until halfway then come blogging. Hhaha! 35 more min to go, then the sku will be dismiss. Later on, gonna meet my babyboo at wld. Missing him damn much aye! Huakhuak! Yeah, he texted me, so right now, i guess he's awake. Haha! Now, just im surfing tagged and friendster jer, so bored. Kkz la, stop here, nnti kena caught, then mati. Hahah! Alright, will blog soon. See ya! Chaoz!

2009-06-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Bored/Missing Monyet.
Listening To : T.I. Ft. Justin Timberlake - Dead And Gone

Alright, right now, i'm going to my Granny's Crib, cause' it's sunday -,-'' Such a boring sunday. And i miss him effing much sia ): Sighs. Kkz la, gtg off now. Will blog when im back (: See ya' Bye! Chaoz! (Baby! Text me soon!) So yeah, Baby yesterday night was otp with me, he said, Ziera liked him bfore, and he also liked Ziera bfore, i was like, '' oh okay '', but kan, ............ (yknow i know la kan). Every girls will feel like when their guy said this, J _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . Haha! K, nvrmind, forget about it.

Kk, reached home now. So tired. Shit! Tml start sku, fvck! Gagagag! Not in the mood of going sku sia, gagag! But, after sku gonna meet my monyet with my sku uniform, at Wld Mrt, yeah yeah! Sure gonna hug him tight! Kekekeke! So, tml no need to bring any books, just bring myself, and ODT sudh.And more, my skirt , argghhh! Nvrmind, just tahan jer, last year. Muahahha! Baby told me he bought a new bottom, and so he gonna buy new smart top, for 4 July. Hahah! And yeah, baby going joggin later on, he still one more week of holidays, baik sia! Jealoussssssss! Argghhh, how i wish i'm in ite now. Aiyomak!

Alright, so my normal routine of sku days are back.

Mon-Thursday, can't play comp. (Only friday-sat) (Sadface!)
Cant' go out that much ))):
Gonna wake up for sku early.
Gonna have P.E (Yeah!)
Gonna study hard for N's level.
Gonna face my class boys again -,-''
Blablablabla (INSERT MORE HERE)

But i won't neglect my boyf, i will still love him, care for him & hope he will do the same thing too. And, we're still going strong. Don't ever break us. And more to that particular boy, (Ko nk mintak pompuan number, gi jer, ako tak heran, lagi pun, bkn ako nye psal klau ko nk mintak, I'm attached okay, idiot!) Wanna ask for other girls number, just go ahead, don't need to tell me. I don't give a fvck damn care about it, i only care about my family, boyf, and my study, not YOU. And more, i don't have any feeling in you alrdy la eh, ko tkmu shiok sendiri siol. Tktau malu ehh engkau. Hhaha! Whatever, change topic. So yeah, gonna go to bed soon, but i know, i'm not yet sleepy, so i think, gonna msg with my babyboo.

And to Aznie, Sorry aye, idk what i had said wrong to your girl, till she cried, but i swear i didnt, put any harsh word on her, i swear. Hope she's better feeling now, don't worry, i won't contact you anymore, i don't wish to be the third party among you and her. So yeah, wish you all the best with her (: Alright, gonna go off now. Chaoz! Toodles! I will miss you people.

Bambang Iswandy Bin Nasir, the man of my life, noone gonna replace him.

Baby, i just wanna be with you forver & ever, till eternity.

Loving & Missing you endlessly.

2009-06-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Bored/Missing my monyet.

Listening To : Kelly Clarkson - My life suck without you.

Alright, baby was so cute. He texted me this, '' Ehk pmpn aku ade hal dgn ko uh.. Aku tk paus uh knp aku sayang ko gyler babi.. There truth is out that i love u..blueks! '' And i replied him this, '' Haha! Babi btol. Ape nie? Tak puas pe cinte ako gyler babi? Ako pun tktau al ako cinta ko mcm gyler babi. Argghh, nk pelok ko laaaa. And, imy! Hehehe! (: '' And he replied, '' Ape ni peluk2?kite mane maen peluk2 kite kan animal s0 bite2 la,hahaha '' I replied him, ''Gaga! Animal pun boleyh pelok pe. Gagaga! But biting is the best for animal. Muhahahaha! '' Cute kan dier? But, of course, i more cute laaaaa. Hahah! Yeah, he's otw going home from work. I bet his tired and hungry. He called me, when he finished his work, and told me, that his hungry, haha! Kecian dierrrrr. I fvcking miss him sialzcxcs. Miss that monyet. Hahah! Gonna meet him on 4 July, Couple Day. He planned this, cute righttt isn't he? Ha! My boyf mah! Huhuh! Yeah, going out with Ferd, Yana, Fiqq, & Ziera. I wanna go Singapore Flyer laaaaa! ))))': I'm dying for that, cause' non of my ex bring me there bfore (Haish!). But baby said, it's boring. Then, up to him, he's the planner/organizer. Aye, telling me that he going for jogging tonight, at 11pm. So yeah. nk keep fit la dier. Haha! His muscleeeee. HA! Alright, gtg now. Will blog again later ^^

And hell yeah, he's chatting with me now. I miss him %^##!@$%$# yknow? Gagaga! He accompanied his mummy to don't know where. And now, he's back at home, chatting with his babygirl (: Kekeke! I just bath finish, feel so cold right now. And just ate, panadol. Baby said, ater he jog he will call me, so yeah, wait for his call then. Kkz, stop here first. Chaoz!

Alright, otp with Aznie just now, my bestf, and also my ex. Haha! He told me his problem, he said, ade hantu kt uma dier smlm, i was like, '' Huh?!? Serious? Omg siak! '' Hah! Scary siak, when he tell me about that, then he said, his girlf never are for him. Kecian dier, hahah! But nvrmind, he still love his girlf (: Wish ém both lastlong, and hope his girlf temper change into a better ones. Now, so bored, msging with baby. Idk whether he's at home alrdy anot, but i know i'm missing him damn much. 4 July aru leyh jumpe dier )))': But i'll try my best to go hougang mall, to have lunch with him during the weekdays. So yeah, right now idk what's he doing, haizcxs. Monyet! Ako rindu ko la sialzxcxcs! Be home fast dear. I'm waiting for your kol ): Alright, now chatting with Ferd, he asked where we going on 4 July, i told him i wanna go Singapore Flyer ): But kan, baby ckp boring. So idk, then he said, he bringing us to Henderson Wave, near Vivo. So yeah, i told him, we go Vivo to have Ben & Jerry together, then jln2, after that go to that Henderson Wave. And, Ferd ckp, '' Anything goes ''. And yeah, he told me, he's bringing Yana. Hahah!

And now, there's mix blooded boy chatted with me, and nk knl2 with me -,-'' Hahah! Wth. Omg, he know me from tagged, and yet he can said, wanna knl2 with me. Hahha! Omg, as i said people, '' I'm Happily Attached! '' . So sorry aye, Haikal, i'm happily attached, get other girls then. Muhaha! Baby is still outside, aiyomak! He uh, jogging until now, from 1134pm jogged until now -,-'' Idk what his doing. Kkz, i will just wait for him (: Chaoz!

2009-06-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Bored/ Sneezey/ Missing him.
Listening To : Girlicious - Like Me

Alright, just now went to sleep, wakeup around 515pm liddat. Texted baby. And then straight, switch on television, watching chnl8 just now. Nice show aye, but it's a old show. Then ate bread with Nutella, hungry uh, and drank Vitasoy. Hahah! After that, ate dinner around 723pm, ate porridge, while my family eat rice with chick curry, sedap kan? I knowww, but nvrmind, i tahan. Hhaha! Aiming 55kg now :\ Gonna start sku soon, sighs. Why no extend of holidays siak?(Angryfacehere!) Wth, more i've got N's level this year, eeeeyyyyeeerrr! Bingit siol. And right now, just blogging while waiting for baby to go home, cause'he's working today, wanna earn more money la kan dier, and also waiting for his replied. Idk what to do now. Just now chatted with some friends, one of ém, wanna date me out for dinner, but, hahha! Too bad la Kylie, I don't feel like going out, and no mood. Anw, he's my new friend, Kylie. A boy, not girl, eventhough his name is like a girl. Oops! Hahaa! Alright, right now, boring like hell. Kk laa, will blog more later on, i guess? Gtg now. Chaoz!

Current Mood : Bored/Tired/Sleepy.
Listening To : Vanessa Hugdens - Don't leave.

Woke up, 1053am today, right now still tired and sleepy. Maybe gonna sleep later on. Hhah! Baby texted me quite early, hahaha! Cause' he got work! Hhah! Kecian dierrrr. I at home, he at work. And he told me, that while working, there's a part when he's gonna fall from the ladder, lucky got his manager and a door to support him, if not, woah he fall, then kena hospitalize. Hahha! (Touchwood!) Alright, onlin-ed at around 1232pm. A girl chatted with me, yeah. Haha! She's the girl yg always said i'm pretty -,-'' she told me, even her brother said that too, i was like, '' woah, oh thanks! '' hahaha! Boringggg ahhhh. More, my stomach still pain, but as worst as yesterday. I fvcking miss him ): Alright, today post just a short one will do aye, i'll blog again later, i guess? Ahah! Alright, see ya'

Baby, i miss you.

2009-06-26T08:01:00.000-07:00

Alright, today was my bad luck. Menses -,-'' Fvcking pain siol. Argghhh! Being girl need to bare that kind of pain, lagi pun, need to bare those heartache. Hha! Kan3? Alright, wake up around 1153am liddat, baby texted me around 1238am. I told him i got mood swing today, so whatever i said, just ignore. Ignore those bad things la, not good things. Hahaha! Aye2. Today, just a short post will do. And, i missing him right now! Wonder if he reaches home alrdy anot. Sighs. Juts finish my bath, woah, so cold right now. (K, cut it short) And to all those guys out there, stop asking whether if i'm attached or single, as you' all can see my tagged/msn pm. It's stated as '' Married '' mean, i'm attached, and those pictures i took with him. And, you' all come keeping me those quest, irritating siakkkk, yknow? You guys have eyes to see righttt? Haha! So, stop asking. And last ehh, Yes, I'm attached, no i mean, Yes, I'm happily attached (:

Baby, we're so connected together.

2009-06-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

Cureent Mood : Weak/ Mood Swing, and Thinking about him.
Listening To : Trey Songz - I Can't Stop Missing You

I thought of you today but that’s nothing new.
I thought about you, yesterday and the day before that too.
For every day good or bad, you'll always be in my head.
I hope you've understood everything I’ve said this isn't just a joke or a silly lie.
I’d never do anything to make you wanna cry.
I’m sorry if I do something to make you really mad.
It only comes back and makes me really sad.
I really do love you and everything you are.
I hope this rship gets really far.
I’ll never get you out of my life.
I simply don't know how in fact I’m thinking of you right about now.
You’re everything I need and everything to me.
You know exactly who you are and what you want to be.
You always make me smile/laugh just by being there.
I hope you know how much I really do care for you.
Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist.
This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list,the list goes on forever and never will it end neither will our relationship.
You'll always be my friend not just a simple friend, but a special friend that, I want to spend my whole life with you.

(It's been 1week, & 4days, we've veen together, and it's still counting)

2009-06-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

Current Mood : Bored / Sneezey.
Listening to : Ne Yo - Let Go.

Alright, today went out with baby, Fiqq & Ferd. Hha! Met baby at Amk Mrt, last cabin again. Was quite fun laa. But at first, i was damn angry at baby, really angry. He did something very very worst, no guy did this to me bfore, yet he is the first one ): Sighs. Totally, my mood was gone, and had alrdy msged baby no need to meetup, but in the end, we did meet. But nvrmind, don't wish to talk about it. Alright, we head to Tong Seng, for mamam, at Bugis there. After that, went to Bugis Street. I bought a so called, thailand pant ehh. Not sure what that call uh. Hahah! Cost 12 bucks, black in colour. After that, headed to a mall, idk what mall is that, but i know, i did went there with Adi bfore, for the very first meetup with him, as he wanna use the toliet over that. Hahah! Alright, baby bought his working shoes, Jazz, cost about $19.90. Then we headed to a new mall, just beside Bugis Street. Was big and nice yknow. And, baby played arcade, such a cute boy isn't he? HA! He was tryin' to win a piglet and a small winnie the pooh, but yet he didnt get any. Hahah! And, he played a motor racing game in that arcade. He was like so happy with it siakk, happily playing with it. Hhaa! Abeh maen2, then nk tobang me with the motor bike. Haha! Then after playing we headed back to Bugis Street, sat outside somewhere near the Bus stop, waited for that ferd. He took a very very long time to come, mcm pompuan siak, Ferd. Haaha! Then we talk2, sit2. Skali, Fiqq kena sound by one guy, he thought Fiqq was kacau-ing his pompuan, but Fiqq did not. (Ha! Ingt ko nye pompuan hotstuff pe, abg? Take alook at the mirror manzcccxs.) K, im bad i know. Hahhaa! So yeah, took some pictures at Bugis. Yeah, here's the pictures.

And, baby send me home. Yeah, reached home, went straight to bath, hot la kan. Hmm. Bab went to Woodland Bazaar, bought burger. Ramlee Burger! Hahah! He bought 2 instead of 1. Such a big appetite boy ehh. Hahhaa! Bath while texting with baby. Baby asked me, did i regret being with him? I said, no. I didnt regret at all. I feel happy when im with him, i feel secure too, with his strong arms around me tight. I'm really into you, dear. You made my heart melt. You're all about me, baby. After bath, straight switch on computer, and start online. And, skali, nie laki come msn with me, nk webcam. ABeh, saye tkde webcam, dier sedih. HAHHA! And that's Zainie. Hha! Alright, webcammed with him laa, eventhough i don't have any webcam. Hha! And also, baby online, and webcam with baby too. Yesterday, also webcammed with him. Hhah!

Kkz la, going off now. Chaoz! Bye! (& Wanna play UNO with baby again!)

Baby, you're so fvcking important, yknow that?
I won't let you go, i promise, and i swear.

2009-06-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

Alright, today went out with baby. Went to watch movie, we ate BBQ Chicken, like woah, so yummmy, muhaha! He ate alot, cause' i gave him alot alot of food, and he ordered alot of food, tgk, step clever, like he can eat finish everything. Hahah! But really, it's delicious. Hahahs! Too bad, today the couple seat is fully taken, so yeah, didnt manage to get couple seat, and baby was sad. HAHAH! Serve him right, who ask you to ...... at causeway. HA! After that, we went to Far East, and we bought two cupcakes, Orea Cupcakes. It's nice yknow, i only eat the orea, the rest i give baby. HAHAHAHA! Alright, then we take 700 to Bp, and take 963 to Causeway. Walked to my blk, somewhere near my blk, we went there slack. Hahas! And, then he sent me home. And, i went in the lift, with a guy, and he was scared i kena rape, so he called me. Haha! See, how sweeet. Haha! After bath, online. And now, webcaming with baby. Haha! He's so fvcking cute sia! And, imh ): But tml, meeting him again, yeahhh! Going ECP. Ha! Cycling, huakhuak! He suggested. Hhaha!
Kkz la, want to go entertain my baby liao.

Here are some webcam pictures, with baby.

I really love this picture. (Hawt! The hair)

And here's our picture, during our date. (But didnt take much uh, today)

Boy, I wanna be the first thing on your mind in the mornin'

One who knows it's you when you're callin'
And, I wanna be the one you run to when things get crazy.
The only girl that you call your baby.
(Omg, I freakin' love you!)

2009-06-23T09:19:00.000-07:00

Alright, tml meeting baby. Hoho! Gonna catch a movie. Actually, he cancel our meeting today, but endup, he texting me that, he's not so bad .........(blablabla). And, we will contiune with our meeting tml. Yeahhh, happy la kan. Huakhuak! Going Vivo to watch. But first, meeting suhadah at causeway, to get my baby's NS form from her. She tolong me to print, and yet, she's so call my enemy, haha! Weird ehhh, she will help, surprise. I breakup with my ex bcause' of her. AHAHA! But for baby sake, i just ask her help me, and thanks her truckload -,-'' Kan, cause' i love my baby. Even my enemy, i also baik-baik with her, but it's a fake baik jer la, make use awhile, won't die. HAHAHA! And, now i'm quarrelling with baby again, cause' i take long time to reply to his msn chat. Sighs, idk what to do. But i really do love him, and i really do. Sighs, maybe he still don't know how much he's important to me. Haizcxcs. Baby oh baby, I really need you by my side.

Kkz, now we're back to normal. Baby said he gonna give me present, he said i will love that present. I wonder what's that present, hmmm. BABY, ILY FVCKING MUCH!

2009-06-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

Today, was so boring. Rot at home, all the long, got some fvcking flu -,-'' Like, wthhh. Gagag! But now, it's not so worst than bfore. Hhas. Baby and I did quarrel this afternoon, due to some personal reason, but we're definitely okay now, and back to normal. Alright, baby went out today with his friends. And, i miss him manzcxcs. Gagag! Gonna meet him on wed, awwwww. Hell yeahhh uh! Atlast, dpt jumpe dier. Muahahah! Then we gonna watch movie again, The ghost of girlfriends past. After that, maybe gi mkn or maybe shopping. Hahha! Not sure yet, muhaha! Will decide on that day. And yeah, later gonna otp with my baby, hohoooh! Otp till 4am, haukhak! Kk laa, just a short post for today.(HA-CHUI!) See, here come my flu again. Haiyomak!

Baby, im missing youuuuuu fvcking much!
And, i love you effing much <3

2009-06-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
Althought, my dad wasn't beside me, wasn't with me now.
But i still love you, dad. You're my wonderful dad in this world, noone will ever take over your place daddy. I miss the way, you scold me, the way you nag at me.
And, most, i miss the way you smile/laugh with us, my family.
You're the best dad, i ever had! And, i love daddy.

If time could rewind, i will do anything to keep you.
I even willing to exchange my life with you.
I rather im the one whose dying, not you.
Im saying it for real, not lying. Cause' our family, really need you.
I really need you daddy, we really need you, sighs.
(Sorry, if i had disappointed you, daddy. Ily)

R.I.P - Daddy, Neo Kiaw Heng.

2009-06-21T08:01:00.002-07:00

Baby, you're the one who can make me smile, laugh, and secure when im with you. I really don't wanna lose you. You had agreed to go through the ups & downs with me, i'm so touched. Hoping that, i and you can last forever. You're just like a tattoo in my heart, it's so hard to erase it. As i said, meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. I swear to god, i love you with all my hearts/love(s). Don't worry, i won't leave you dear. Hahahs. I effing love you, sayang youuuu! Baby, when i first met you, i never would have imagined that i would have such strong feeling for you, i never would have thought that i would have dreams about you, or miss being by your side, or get butterfiles in my stomach, when someone mentions your name, when i first met you, i never would've thought that i would love you. Baby, i just wanna tell you, that i can't stop thinking of you, i can't stop wishing you were by my side, and i can't stop loving you. Baby, i was made to love you. I won't cross the street, until you hold my hand. (Yup, that guy upthere, is the guy i love)

When i said i'd love you forever, I lied, cause' forever just is not enough.

2009-06-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

Today, wake up in the morning, ate Mac breakfast, then bath, then siap. And then, headed to Hougang , baby's workplace, to fetch him. Hha! When i reach there, woah, so the shy manzcxcs! When he's walking out of the Waston, he's kwn pun following, and he saw me, and there's a indian lady too, followed him out, and take alook at me, hahah! She asked me to tc of baby, and she said, baby, is such a babyboy. I think, he act cute and childish while he working uh, that's why. But ppl inside there, seems like, like him alot, get along with him well. And, he even tell me, all his stuff worker know his attached, aiyomakkkk. Malu nyeee, but nvrmind, it's a good thing to me though. Hehehe! Then after that, we head to Pasir Ris(E-hub) that, we walk2 around the E-Hub, and went top wrapp Dora's present. After wrapping, we went to tamp1, and i saw gabby! HAHAH! Lucky, he still remember me, and he did say 'hi(Wave!)'' to me, that's good. Lucky tak sombong. Hhah! Went tamp1, saw alot of familiar faces, like wth, gagagag! Some smiled to me. Muahah! After that, we head to Bedok Inter to meet Ferd, Fiqq and one more guy(I forget his name ah.) Hahaha! Then together we head to Dora's Party.

Reach Dora's Bday Party about 8plus liddat, hahah! Was quite fun though, get to cook for those new friends over there, hahaha! And get to know some new friends, (Amaline(Leen), Muhammad, Mamat, Ahmad, Amir, Aida and others, lupe nama.) Hhha! And, some of ém over there recongize me, yet i don't even recongize ém, haha! They know me in tagged/fs, that's what they told me. Haha! (Sorry eh guys, if i can't recongize you' all). Hahahaa! And, then, around 10pm liddat, baby and his friends, wanna drink, so they went to buy their beer/licker. And i and Fiqq , was cooking, i love distrubing Fiqq, he's such a cute guy, a funny guy too. And yes, just rememberd, one of baby's friend, put his cup of orange juice, beside the place where we do the bbqing, and then yknow what, Dora's dad, thought it was oil, and then he goes putting the brusher into the drink, and i was like laughing all the way non-stop, im the one who notice first, yet i didnt tell ém, hahah! I just keep laughing2 only, till now, while im typing it, i still laughing, hahahahaahah! Omg siakkk, so cuteeee! Haha! And, that Fiqq can make me laugh easily, haha! And went they are back, im getting to go home liao, cause' it's like 1015pm went they're come, and more i can't ton, sad rightttt? Baby can ton, but i can't, sighs. If im beside him, woahhh, that's more like it, hehehe! Gagaga! But i did enjoy laaa, enjoy the party jer, tak enjoy with baby, hahahha! But nvrmind, wed going out with him again (: Yoohooo! And, thursday, maybe going out with classmate, and i may ask Dora, Aida, Ferd, Fiqq, Ahmad, Amir and one more guy to come along, to join us luh, if there's less ppl. When im going home, Dora shouted, '' Hey, 23RD TAU! '' liddat to me, hahaha! Maybe uh, im going, sigh, don't know can ton tak. Gagagaag! Dora, I will se first kkz? Then baby send me home, we went to Mac toliet, while going toliet, i also went to mac cafe, find that Zainie -,-'' he so the troublesome, keep wanting me to go there, ahahah! And, i spoke to him, ha! He thought baby was a customer, hahah! But endup, lucky he knew he was my guy. Muahahah! Then straight, baby cab me home, haha! We take taxi, and he paid for it. (Thanks babyboy, ily!) But when we reached my veune, he vommited, cause' i think, maybe he drank much and after drinking straight take taxi, there's will be some unwell feeling, i can understand that. Baby told me he was so the paisey when i looked at him vomitting, hahaha! But it's okay baby, it's normal. Baby said, when i reached home, bath, then text him, but endup, he text me first, by saying ' baby, sorry' , i was like , 'why , sorry? ' And he told me bcause, he vommited infront of me, haha! -,-'' was a silly reason he gave uh. Hahah! And he told me, he got that sickness of after sitting bus/taxi, he will vommit, and yet, he alrdy had stopped that kind of sickness since lasttime, idk when the lasttime is. I was like, '' you should tell me early what, then i cab home myself , you can stay there '' but he said, don't want, he wanna cab me safely home. Haha! Sweet kan? Ily manzcxcs! But baby, im sorry too, i shouldnt make you cab the taxi with me nor take the taxi at first. Sorry aye, dear. Hahas. He called me up, and we talked otp for awhile jer, cause' he's enjoying himself, drinking2 again. Aiyo! And im home safely now, haha! And im tiredddd nowwww! (Yawns!) Gonna sleep soon. And Dora, im waiting for those pictures, quick send meeeee! Gagagga! Kkz laa people, i going off now. And, i wanna tell you, i love my man , be jealous of it ^^

(Ferd, if im going, i will buy the tix from you aye, now worrys!)

2009-06-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

Alright, tml going to Dora's Bday Party with Babyboy and his friends. It's located at Ecp(East Coast Park), there'll be DJ, dance, and music! Hohoh! Gonna be a big big party aye. Gonna enjoy myself, and there will be some licker/drink over there, e.g(Vodka!). Hahah! And others laa, hahahs. Babyboy and myself, sharing the money to buy a silky girl perfume for Dora, or should i say, not share money, he just use his money, and my name come out from the mouth jer, understand right? Hahah! Cause' i didnt have enough money, short of cash nowdays, mummy didnt give. But i promise, i'll treat him back something, i promise you baby. Gonna meet him tml, hohho! Meetin Ferd and ther others at Bedok Inter after our movie, then tgt straight head to Dora Bday Party. Bet on that day, will enjoy, there'll be alot of ppl, Frankly Zhaaf, Adilsekodeng, and others, those who are in tagged/fs. HAHA! Get to see ém at Dora's Bday Party. But sadly, some of ém, go Sentosa, the Beach Party. So, didnt get to come, sighs. But nvrmind, as long as, i and baby enjoy sudh! Hahahas. Alright, wanna contiune to watch my music video liao. K, bye! Chaoz! (Will update soon)

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BDAY , DORA!

His lips are like wine, and i wanna get drunk.

2009-06-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

Alright, today went out with babyboy, hahha! Went Somerset, and watched movie, 'Drag me to hell' , we take the couple seat, and he paid for that, it's damn scary yknow! First starting , i had made dropped our wedges, hahha! And, chill was on his shirt, heheh! (Sorry aye, baby). Show ended around, 914pm. And, we headed, while walking, baby suggested to seat outside Somerset and take pictures with him, so yeah, we did took. HAHA! Total, around 20plus going 30 pictures liddat. Hha! It's fine going out with him manzcxcs! And, yknow what, i win him for the car racing, hekhee! (Baby, you lousy laaa!) Jjaajaja! Haish. Yeah, bought Nike Flipflop(Red), sexayy dokk! I love it manzcxcs! After that, headed home, Andie called me, hahah! Took mrt home, he sent me home. After about 10-20min liddat, baby called me, and talk otp while he's in bus. And, he told me he's hungry, kecian dierrrr. Hahha! Really had a great time with him , seriously. Hhahas, ily laaa babi! Alright, lazy to eleborate now. Alright, let the pictures do the talking then.

And, i saw Eppie at SomerSet.

Meeting you was a fate,
Becoming your friend was a choice,
But falling in love with you,
I had no control.

2009-06-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

Alright, yesterday, went clubbing again! Hahaha! Went to the The Arena. Metup with Wan first, at amk mrt. Gotta know him from tagged, and that's our first meetup. Hhaa! And, straight, headed to Clarke Quay meet Ferd, he know ferd, i know Ferd too. Coincidence, haha! Then when we reached there, skali, i saw Dora sitting with Ferd, and i was like, 'Hey, Dora!' and i sat bside, Dora, while Wan sat bside Ferd. Aaha! We became friends, slowly2, Dora's friend come, and i get to know some of ém too, it's great mixing with ém. And, so we entered to club around 9plus, and the gig live, stop around 1130pm liddat, and started our dance. Hahah! Fuuuyooo, bagussss! I dance with Wan, while Dora dancing with her friends, and Ferd like dancing alone jer. Hahah! But we did enjoyed. Halfway, we went out of club, and smoke/toliet break. And then, we went back in again, skali, this mly guy wanna dance with him, but lucky, Wan call me to go over his place where he was in time, so i said, sorry to that mly guy by showing a sorry hand sign. Haha! Then contiune dancing till all night long. This time round, saw Khairul, Aji, Hariz, Qayyum, Syah, Alan, Tofu, Yvonne, Faizal(Bam), and many more, and again, atlast, he called my name, not (swit!) at me, hahahah! And make new friend, with, Amir, Xiuling, Ahmad, Akna, Iqbal, and more, some of ém are Dora's friends.After clubb, we went slacking at Clarke Quay Busstop, talked, laugh, joke. And after that, around 5plus in the morng, we headed to Mac that's located at Raffles. And yeah, took pic with that Dora, hahah! And, video. That Wan wanna take pic with me, but hehe! He ask it at the wrong time, cause' i was tired at that time alrdy. Haha! But nvrmind, tml we shall take [; Kkz, after that went home about 6plus, and Wan sent me home, reach wld about 8plus, and slack around my blk, reached home at 11am. And, straight, SLEEP!

Tml going town with him, and watch movie, 'Drag me to hell' . Hohoo! Gonna be funnn! There'll be at big event on 23rd ! ButterFactoryyy! Arggghhh, i wanna go, but idk what to lie to my parent anymore, gagagaga! Really hoping im able to go, Dora is going too, she ask me to tag along too. Sighs, i wanna gooo laaaa. And, hoho! Wan told me, he like me, hahah! And for now, i had start a rship with him, i'll give it a try. Alright, end here. Gonna sleeeeeeeeppp, ZzZzZZZzz...... K, bye! Gdnight earthling! (Will upload the video soon, sorry if there's only alil pic, tkde time ah nk amek gambar)

Ily dear boy, Bambang Iswady, Forever yours. (16/06/2009, June)

2009-06-13T05:20:00.000-07:00

Alright, this Nike Airforce, i'm really aiming for this shoes! It's like so cool and hawt , righttt? It's way diff from others. Haha! Praying hard for this shoes! Mummy, buy for meeeeee, if she willing, and i'll be jumping around the house. Hahaha! It's so damn sexayyyy aye? Agreee? Hahaha! Soon/Sooner, i will buy this shoes! ^^ (Praying Hard For It!)

2009-06-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

The Arena , 15 JUNE! 
Hey guys, see you at the danceflorrr aye!
Saw me tegur ayeee (:
And, please, shout my name, don't (swit) at me -,-''
Hahahah! Alright, see you guys soon!
Dance till you drop baby!

2009-06-12T21:25:00.000-07:00

Alright, get to know some sk8ter friends at cityhall. Name, Yan, Azhar, Iris, and i forget the other 6 of their name, hahaha! There's total 9 sk8ter friends i made, I did talked with ém, and one of ém(Yan) is ex-canberrian, and it's my school now. Hahaha! What a small world rightt? Huauau! And, yeah, he's such a boring arse! Really not my type manzcxcs, all i know is, i talked with his friends, and they're the one who start a topic to talked with me. Unlike him, all the way sk8 jerrrrr -,-'' pleasee siol. Such a boringgg boy, gagaga! Not my cup of tea ahhh ko, muhaha! And more, my feeling fade towards you liao, hahah! Ooohhhhh, sorrrrryyyyy. HA! Kkz la, later maybe going to meet that Aznie, so kol a good/best friend of mine, he used to be my ex, but now we're like good/best friend gitu, hahahs. He's good yknow, whenever i bored, i kol him, and he will entertain me. Hahah! And whenever he's sad, he will kol me, and he will share with me, most of the time is his girlf problem. Hahas, His girlf, too over , don't even allow him to go town with his own, as he told me, his own friend also don't like his current girlf now, maybe shé's too over. But for me, she's really over. I keicannnnn Aznie. Kk laa, i'm lazy to blog alrdy.

Alright, chaoz babe!

2009-06-11T09:18:00.001-07:00

Alright, tml meeting my sk8ter boy, at cityhall. After that, we straight, go to Fort Canning.
Actually, at first we decide to watch movie, but skali, changed plan. He wanna go Fort Canning. Meetin him around 230pm liddat, and around 4plus, we'll go to his sk8ting place, at cityhall/somerset, idk which one. Gonna watch him and his friends sk8, hoho! Looking forward to meet him tml! I'm sure we gonna have fun, baby! (: He wanna take picture with me, so that he could able to put it as wallpaper of his Lg Pranda Phone! Fuuyooo, sexayyy kan. Lg Pranda Phone dokkk! One day, i shall exchange with him that phone, haahha! Kk, till here then, gonna talk otp with that Adilsekodeng, ahha! He want otp, cause' he boring, tkde pompuan lyn mah! HAHAH!

Kkz, till. Bye! Chaoz! Toodles!

And, i miss my dadddy )))':

2009-06-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

I think, im into this guy, haha! He's really a good guy, and his a sk8ter, he dated me out! Hoho! Happy gylerrr. And, im in the processing of knowing him, wish me gdluck kkz people? Huakhuak! His real name is, Shafiq Hidayat, nice kan? Woahhh. Hahah! We're going out together, this friday maybe, and maybe bringing him along to lpak with my friends at civic at night, huhuh! ^^ Yeahhh. But i don't trust him much, anyway. Haha! He told me he gonna prove to me? So let it be, if he can prove to me, i'll just wait. And, im willing to give him a chance to prove to me, so let's wait aye. K laa, i go bath nowwww, so sweating right now.

I'm afraid of love cause the pain was too deep to handle
it was so random,
I need to find my key, open up my heart
but i'm scared if you ever leave
i'm afraid of love love, love

2009-06-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

Alright, today reached home about 2pm. Went st james yesterday, was quite noisy and crowded , and something bad happen to me, i was like wtfs? Gagag! Kena molested by two guys, i was fvcking angry(Evilfacehere). I make some new friend(s) over there, was quite fun laaaa. I saw alot of fs peeps too, some say hello to me, yet some just saw me and smile, hahaha! Saw Firah, Kimpossible, Mickie, Aji perry, Harryden, Aidil, Aubrey, Dora, Yvonne, Tofu, Nina, and alot more, i forgot the name, sorry. Hahahs. SOme of ém did saw me, yet i didnt saw ém, and they did (swit)/kol my name, yet i didnt turn, haha! i did heard those (swit-ing) sound, but afraid to turn, nnti org ckp, i shiok sendiri, hahah! I did enjoy myself over there. And, the person that i buy tix from, say my real life more slimmer than pictures -,-'' i was like, "my pictures fat? '' omg, die die! hahahah! And, my face better in real life, aiyomak! -,-'' K laaa, i lazy to eleborate, nk tido ahh, oneday didnt even sleeeeeep, like wtfs _|_ gagagaga! And, i gotta to know Dayah's friend, name Hamizah(I think this how it spell), and saw her angkong, it's a sparrow, (Up there^^) so i took a pic if it, i like the shapeof the sparrow, but the colour not so strike uh, she didnt wanna do too strike, as she's schooling still . Kkz laa, that's all, wanna go off now, kkz, bye! Chaoz!

And, i pierced my lip! Hoho! Happy gylerrr, haukaha! K, i think, im going for The Arena, on 15June!
Clubbing lagi aaahhh dookk! Hohoh! And, please update me for the tix price ehh, seller (: And, maybe going Siloso Beach Party too! On the 20june, hoho! ^^ K laaa, chaoz!

2009-06-03T09:47:00.000-07:00

Alright, update blog now! Hahaha! Ehh-mee, want me update -,-'' Hahaha! Alright, so tml gonna meetup this little ehh-mee there, meeting him around 630pm liddat, at causeway. He's staying at east side, i think? He's soo tinyyy like ants siaaaaa, ahaha! Wonder what my reaction if i meet him up? Who knows, i will be like a giant, yet he's a drawf. HAHAHHA! K, whateverzcxs ehh elly. Right now, just msging with Saif & Kai, boringg gyler, and surfing net. Really got nothing t do. Alright, a short post jerrrr laaaa. Malas ahh nk bloggg, as im not acvtie in blog nowdays Alright, gotta go now, see ya' people, gdnight! Wan an!

Ehh-mee! My little tiny boy, who always listen to '' always a day too late ''.

2009-05-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

St. James! Here I come, 7JUNE!

Can't wait for it, gonna meetup with alot of friends!
Huhhuhu! See you peoples soon!
See ya' on the dancefloor!

2009-05-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

INACTIVE IN BLOG NOWDAY(S)

I don't need a man to make it happen.

2009-05-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

Alright, just now chatted and webcam with Zainie. Hahah! He's cute manzcxxs! Gagagag!
And, we chatted alot uh, ahaha! In the past, i and him did fight bfore, but now, we both are fine.
Lazy to eleborate, let the picture do the talking (:

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K,tc! Toodles! Chaoz!

2009-05-13T20:44:00.000-07:00

Hey earthling! It's been long since i last blog. Haha! Alright, taalk about past fewday, i went out with Adi, it's quite fun going out with him. But the unlucky thing is, i saw my enemy, she scolded me in public, haha! Such a childish arse, that particular girl eh, " I didnt talk back doesnt mean im afraid of you alright, it's just that, im not so childish as you do, c'mon now 2009 la bitch, ahah! Still doing this childish stuff eventhough it's seems like so proud to you in public doing that -,-" Hahah! Get a life bitch! " I know you're jealous of me, ahahahaha! Mmg pun dier! Hekehe! Yeah, went car racing, and gun shooting with Adi, so fun siak, but .... I LOSE! Wth. Nvrmind, nexttime i will win back eh Adi! You watchout! Hahahah! So Wed & Thurs, didnt attend school, as school was close. Just staying at home, so bored. Alright, blog till here then.

K, tc! Toodles! And Chaoz!

2009-05-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

Alright, just now just get to know a guy name, Danial Amin Boulala, nickname Dani , his a mixed, and he's 14 years old! Beileve it or not, ah! But he don't look like one. We chatted, and after we played some game through msn, played Tic Tac Toe and Checkers. He keep giving me chance, and, i keep on winning, ahaha! Gerek siakkk, maen dgn dier. HA! I did give him chance too okay, tkmu ckp ako tak bagus eh, Dani. HAHAH! ^^ Aye, after for 1hr liddat, he went offline, and he left his number for me, as i was away to take some stuff.
A new friend, Danial Amin Boulala .

I was thinking, which fringe to cut, so stress! Nk potong rambot on the 30may/1june.
Searching for some new lastest fringe haircut, found some, but not sure if it's nice on me.
These are the picture, (Focus on the fringe, not the person)

Which to cut? (I'm searching for more hairstyle)

2009-05-02T00:51:00.001-07:00

Hola earthling! ^^ Yeah, today went out with jaja, went to Yishun, Causeway, Sembawang. And, we saw alot of ppl siol. At first, saw Aiman, Apit, and two other guy, i guess they are bdk 351 too? Tktau uh, tk penah lpak with 'em, only lpak with Apit & Aiman bfore, after that saw Apiz, Shah & Fie in 856 bus, then saw some tagged peeps, and friendster peeps too, and i saw NIZAM too! Hkehek! Nizam, bdk Siling sec dok, hawt siak dier nye wearing, fuuuh! Streetwearer la dok, andd he tegur me, hehhe! Hahaha! And and, hawt guys! Huakhuak! [: Some of ém smile at me, hehehe! And, of course i did smile back, sumer mlyu sial, fuuuhhhh! And, there's this mly hawt guy, while i was walking to Woodland Mrt, I walked pass him, and suudenly, we like looked at each other, but i just walk off ah, and then, he 'swit' at me. Hohohohho! Nk mintak number la kan, but but, yet he didnt, maybe he was too shy, or maybe dh attached, nk flirt2 jer. HAHAHAA! K whatever, atleast, he did smile at me (: Heekeheke!

I and jaja did had fun today, we cuci mate quite alot, ahaha! Haish, kan single leh cuci mate. And , this jaja, keep on wanting me to follow her to a blk where we and ...... lpak bfore. She keep on saying she's missing him, (Jaja, yknow who kan3?) But, i didnt allow her to go, haha! Elysa how bad are you manzcxcs! So, we walk walk, and laugh laugh. K la, malas ah nk eleborate.

K, nk gi mandi skrg. Bye! Chaoz ^^

(Single, and waiting.)

2009-05-02T00:46:00.000-07:00

Alright, im gonna blog this girlf of mine (: She's great, she's fun! Whenever, i went out with her, we will have lots of fun, eventhough just the two of us , ahaha! She share alot of things with me, and, me too, do share things with her ^^ Hkehekhe! Whenever, i got something happen, she will support me, and be there for me. And, we did skip sku nowdays, together. Hahah! Cool kan3?
She's really a great friend of mine. Hoping that, nothing will change between me and her.

NUR EZZA TIONG SHU, I LOVE YOU LA BODOH!

2009-04-15T17:50:00.000-07:00

Alright, my blog is dead this fewday. So, im gonna post today. Right now, im at home , doing home-based learning. But i can't even log into the school's webby, so i just ignore about those school hmwk stuff, haha! Since i can't log in, so i heckcare jer uh. Yeah, above this two mly guy, both of 'em like me , sukekn ako la seyyy! Hhehhe! One named, "Azri " another named, "Faddy " . Both of 'em are funny, ahah! Joke around with me, and many many. I rwlly adore the Faddy's picture(Up there), it's like so fuuuuuh! Hahah! Especially the smile and his eyebrown, although it's thick :\ Hahhahaha! Yeah, gonna meet 'em both up soon. Hohohoh! But for now, i just treat 'em as friend.

Right - About this Faddy(cutestuff), at first i was wanting to tackle him, end up his the one yg mintak number dulu. Hahahaha! ^^ Like woah kan3? Surprise kan3? We chatted for the first time yet, he didnt asked, but for the third time he asked. Hekhekhe! I was shocked siakkkkkkk. (And i was happy too) And he stayed pasir ris.

Left - About that Azri(katty), his in the same school as emmabel. Hhaha! He know emmabel, yet emmabel doesnt know him. He's okay laaaaaaa, but sometime, too ...... (idk how to explain :\) And, he told me, he will get jealous easily. Hahah! What the what ! Hahaah! And, he stayed cck.

Alright, that's all for today. Wanna go back sleeep, tired, yawn*

I didnt know he will.

2009-04-13T18:53:00.000-07:00

Alright, now im in school, having Art lesson.

It's boring right now, idk whad to do with my coursework -,-" And teacher kasi maen internet la kan.

Hahhaha! So, i blog alittle short post (:

While im surfing the net, i went into my friendster acc, and i read about my horoscope.

And it's say :

Seek out crowded places full of activity today -- you'll get a real rush from the crowds. But pay attention to your mood as the day progresses, because when you suddenly need a break, you'll really need a break right that minute! All the activity may challenge your ability to concentrate on a developing issue with a friend, but a delay in the negotiations might be a good thing. You two could use some space and time to think things over on your own.

And, i don't even understand whad it's saying . Haha!

Alright, nk chaoz skrg! K, byes!

2009-04-04T07:06:00.000-08:00

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Alright, today went out with Andie. Go catch a movie, a horror movie, " The Unborn ". It's quite scary, i and andie, did scream in the cinema, ahahha! And there's this group, i named 'em, pinkish group, as they all were wearing pinky tee. They were damn noisyyyyyy, like fuck! Create noise in the threatre, there were about9-10 of 'em, i guess they just finish their sku's stuff/cca. The scene was damn scary, and somehow quite exciting. Hahahah! I guess i would like to rate the show, about4stars. Hmm, it's the first horror movie, that make me scream. HAHAHAH! Yeah, so ya.
And i did saw Eizat, he approached me first. He didnt change at al, still the old him, ahahah!
Alright, that's all for today. Gettin' tired right now, so ya.

Im tryna' erased you from my mind.

2009-04-03T23:31:00.000-08:00

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over , baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages ,
And so if I'm not returning your calls.

I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed.

It's really over.

2009-03-30T22:51:00.000-08:00

Alright, talking about this wk. I did had some plan, dating with two diff guy on diff day. But, i guess i won't be going. Gonna cancel it with 'em. I been feeling unwell this fewday, guess i'll just stay at home this wk? Right now, im listening to a song, by Sugababes. This song, remind me of ........ (don't wish to mention) It's the past. Im not saying that i want him back, just that, this song remind me of him. Im wondering, having a boyf issit good or bad? Some say, it's good cause' atleast, there's someone to love & care for you. Some say, it's bad, cause' you will get hurt/suffer. Sometimes, i saw any sweet couple, i'll feel so jealous and envy of 'em, wonder how they can stay strong to hold on their rship. Being attached, there's no freedom? Nah, i should re-phrase it, there's not much freedom, but atleast there's a special someone who you love they care for you, and that special someone will be by your side whenever you're down. But sometimes, staying single isn't bad afterall, there's much freedom, no hurting, no suffering but you'll feel like a lonely girl/boy that w/o love and care from the special someone, but only from your family.

Attach or Single? Good or Bad? Love & care or Hurt & suffer?

2009-03-30T22:37:00.001-08:00

Today, didnt attend sku. Cause' didnt feel well, headache :\
Im boringgg right now, and im missing my girlf[s]! Wonder how they're doing? We, girlf[s], are drifting apart from each other now. It's like, not the old us anymore. As i said, " people changes like, season changes ". I and my bff, we're still close are normal, infact, i think we're closer now. I rwlly glad to have that little krazy bff of mine, ahahah! I swear i won't forget about her! She's the one who can krazy with me, laugh aloud with me, doing silly things with me, Sri Nur Farhana.

BEST FRIENDS
Are the people in life that make you,
Laugh alittle louder,
Smile alittle brighter,
& Live alittle better.

K, bye! Chaoz.

2009-03-30T22:27:00.001-08:00

Alright, just came back home from tamp, and came back home from jogging too. Currently, chatting with Badiz, my hawtstuff la eh. Knew him from friendster.com , and his a very good guy. Whenever i got any rship/problem, he will comfort me. He will automatically call me, and talk with me. Good kan? Hahha! He's hawttttt manzcxcs, and cuteeeeeeeeee! ^^ We're just friend, looking forward to meet him soon! . Webcam-ed with him, ahaha! He show me his cats. In total, he got 14cats, but he just show me 2cats jer. Hekheke! Cute yknow? Hohoh! Im so boringgggggggggg! -,-" Arghhhhh! Hmm, tml plan, mayb going bugis, nak beli baju uh. Im out of clothes alrdy :\ Hahahah! Maybe going with Sharuddin/Andie, not sure which one to go with. Currently, listening to a song by Jessica Mauboy, this song remind me of that someone, but it's so called the past. We're just friend now. Been going great with him, being friend is better than couple.

Recently, i lpak-ed with my ex, Aznie. He changed alot, and i rwlly hate it. It's like so big fcuk -,-"
He can be called as, " Matrep Wannabes " . HA! Wth, im so bad uh, calling my ex this. But it's the true. His not the old him anymore, not the old him i used to know. I rwlly hate the new him :\
Meeting him, on 11April, with his girlf too aye. Hahah! But that's not comfirm yet, whether i still wanna meet him anot, ahaha! Cause' now im thinking, " should i see the big fuck him again? ".
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!

WebCam 1.

WebCam2. [Sexy kan3?] Hahaha!

WebCam3. [One cat]

WebCam4. [His cats!]

WebCam5.

And he is , HAWT!

2009-03-30T22:26:00.001-08:00

27/03/2009 [Sport Fest.]

Today, having sport fest in sku. Having alot of fun, my class did quite well, i guess it's better than lastyear, and they're very supportive. We joined alot of events, diff from lastyear. This year, we joined alot, lastyear we joined like one event jer. Hahah! But now, nah, we joined almost3, i think? Each boy and girl. Goood kannnn? Took some pictures of 'em, and video too. Gonna upload soon! Hekheke! We, girls did won floorball, second place. Gooood righttt? Unlike, lastyear, won nothing :\ HAHAHAHHA! Atleast, this year we did. K luh, im lazy to elaborate, let the pictures/videos do the talking.

Floorball [Guy, 4T2 vs 4E2].

Badminton, [Single's Guy, WAK is the one who playing].

Badminton[Single's guy]

Ikhawn & WeiQiang, dancing on the dancefloor. HAHHA!

4T2 Scolding that teacher who stop us from enjoying the dance.

2009-03-25T03:01:00.001-08:00

2009-03-25T02:31:00.000-08:00

Alright, it's been 2days i didnt attend sku. Hahha! Malas uh, lazy. Huakhuak! Ya, so today, went to Andie's crib, slack2, play mahjong awhile, then went to causeway, teman her mkn. She wanna eat :\ Haiyo. Hahhah! While eating the food, she keep on making those sound that make me think it's yummy. Hahhaha! Wth -,-" she want me to grow fat ah, hahaha! Ya, did took some pictures. Hmm, boringgg life today. No plans, and good news, my class went into semi-final for the sport fest! Hooohohohoo! yooohooo! ^^ BAGUS! Great job, babes [:

2009-03-19T22:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, meetup with Gabriel (Gab). Awhile onlyyy, at wld jer. And, thattime, my stomach was cramp, can't walk fast, lastmin start to cramp siolzvccxs. Wth! But i still tahan uh. First meeting up with him, quite shy, but after about 1min, then im like so daring liao. Hahahah! Then we go causeway , walk-walk, jln2, and he go into the X-craft shop, while he was looking at clothes/belts, there's this mly boy, kacau me, by syaing " Hey, hello girl! ", liddat. But i geling at hime, ahaha! Oops! Then after that i, ask him to change place, go to power9, so he went inside me too, but for awhile, i came out, cause' boring uh there.

K, then around 6plus liddat, we both walked to Andie's crib there. Saw andie, and suddenly, Gab said, " Ah k la, bye, nak alik ", then but i told him not to go home. So ya, we sat down and talked, laughed. Gerek tauuuuu, must still my stomach still in cramp )))))':

After that, we walked to my house there, at causeway, he wanna buy Old Chang Kee, so ya, he go buy that, i go buy water, thirsty ah. Then meet him at boot & shoes there. While walking, he ask me whether wanna eat some, and he's like feeding me lor. Wth -,-" Hahah! K, kiter kwn jer eh!

Reached my blk,we saw cats, he and me, did go sayang2 the cats. Then we go there lpak2 awhile, listen to his " Ah Loan Story ", cute siak his action sumer. Hahahha! They way he talk, mcm cute2 gitu. Hekhek! But again , kite kwn jer! So, after that he send me home.
I thought he know which bus to take, end up he gonggong take wrong bus -,-" Hahah!
He take the bus that going to wld inter, actually, he going tamp. So, he reach wld inter, again he take 969, to go home. Hahha! All the way, we were msging. It's rwlly nice meeting him.

Gabriel Zhang Jia Wen. (Gab, that's whad ppl call him)

The guy that chinese mixed with mly.
That share the same interest with me , somehow.
The guy, that have mly skin althought his a chinese blooded guy.
The guy that smoke alot -,-"
The guy that, speak chinese in a funny voice.
The guy that is Seventeen years old, going eighteen soon.

Oneday, you should try listen, how he speak chinese, damn funny. He told me, it's been long since he last speak chinese, all the way ,he speak mly and english. Cooooolll keeppppaaa?

Fyi, His alrdy, patchingup things with his ex. So, don't try to think negative aye.?

2009-03-18T01:21:00.000-08:00

2009-03-18T01:03:00.000-08:00

Why must you msg me? Why must you care for me? Why? Why? We're the past, not present. I had delete your number, in my phone. Yet, you msg me. I don't rwlly wish to see your name in my inbox yknow? I hate to see that! I don't even wish to reply your msges! Now, i've got my boyfriends & girlfriends, they are with me. I don't need you anymore, you better off die. " You didnt make me feel sad, yet you're the one who make me strong."

Bet you thought that i'd be broken.
Mascara streakin' down my cheek.
Devastated, out the door way;
In a daze, a state of disbelief.
I bet you liked that; seeing me get mad.
but, baby i wont satisfy your need.
i've already been there, done that.
I'll be fine, even if you leave.

2009-03-15T08:37:00.001-08:00

Can't a chinese mixed with mly? Mix with mly friends? Got problem? Why must you be racist eh? Please la eh, i wanna mix with who, is my business la hor. Sorry, if the way i talk like satsat liddat.But it's youthe want who make me talk this way. Sometimes, mixing with diff races is more better than just mixing with your own races jer, kan3? Klua, tak happy, come ah, talk to me, face to face. I don't care whether you're a girl/boy, i dont mind, just come towards me. No need, talk behind me, mcm anjing kan? Saper nk jadi anjing , btol ke tak btol?. If you're saying , i can't mix with mly, means, dogs can't mix with cats too. Haahha! Stupid freako[s]. And please, fyi ; i aint racist la hor. YOUR MAMA PUNDEHHHHH!

Why can't chinese mixed with mly eh?

2009-03-15T08:35:00.000-08:00

Alright, last 2days met up with Kasni and Fir. Hhhas, rwlly had fun with 'em, especially that Kasni, he gerek siol. Hahha! Can joke rwlly well. We talk, smoke, send song, & blablabla. While going home, i saw my ex, Aznie. I was damn shocked, and at thattime, i was walking with Fir, but nvrmind, haah! When i saw Aznie, i still contiuned walking with Fir. Hahha! Aznie walked pass me, and i heard he said, " Eh, ako peh ex ", ahaha! Then i looked at him, he looked at me too, but we both didnt smile at all. Stranger la kan, hahaha!

And, today, Fir wear contacts, alamak, better siol, i prefer he wear contacts. Hekhek!
W/o specs, he look like cinoneh dok! Hahha!

Bye, we used to be together, but not now.
Im happy with my life now, with my girlf & boyf.
I dont rwlly need you right here, right now.
I had moved on.
Goodbye.

2009-03-15T08:14:00.000-08:00

I think i've got a crush on this particular guy. He's everything is totally like me, i mean as in , he's a chinese yet mixed with bdk mlyu. Cool kan3? Hahahah! Plus, we do share the same interest sometimes. I shall call him " the cinoneh guy ". Hekhek! He's seventeen this year, old alrdy. But, i still youngggggg, younger than him sudh. He told me, he got cats yknow? 6 of 'em dok! One of 'em name mimi. I used to have a cat name mimi too. Idk why, suddenly i've got a crush on him, ahha! But nvrmind, just a crush. I and him, still friend aye, so called " kwn baru ". Know him through friendseter recently, and we did exchanged number. He's good, kind, caring & sometime cute sikit. Tapi, i lagi cute laa kan3? Kekekke! And lastly, his name Gabriel.

Status ; Crushing.

2009-03-08T23:26:00.000-08:00

This words, are so true. I totally agree with this )':
There's a story behind, whenever i heard he got ____ , i get hurt.
But sometime i feel like , " Oh, you're attached? Attached then attached lor, not my business anw"
But that was just a words to make him know that im strong. (I think?)
I saw 2 pictures, that he was with thatgirl, and, shit, my heart " crack into pieces".
I guess, im not gonna chat/msg him, eventhough, he does, i'll just ingore.
We, girls, must be strong, right girls?
Maybe, i just gotta move on.
MOVE ON. MOVE ON. MOVE ON.

To that girl ;
You better hold him tight, dont ever let him go.
His a goodguy, faithful guy too.
You're lucky.
Lastlong , you both [:

2009-03-06T07:30:00.000-08:00

Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Change " why do i love you " into, " why do i miss you " .
" She " change into " He " .

2009-03-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

It's been long time since i last update.
K, im gonna say something.

Why am i still missing him? Why? He's moving on, yet im still stuck in here? I rwlly need to have to move on soon, very very soon. Can i stop thinking of him? OF COURSE, i can. But why can't i do it? Am i stupid? C'mon la, Elysa, org dh move on, you pun move on jgk. Haiyo, bodoh ah engkau.

Sometime, i feel like, im stupid, yet i regretted. Why do i still think of you? I dont even want to!

2009-03-06T01:25:00.001-08:00

This is a time to cherish what you have and not worry so much about what you do not have. When you are consciously grateful for the blessings in your life, you send the universe a message that you don't take things for granted. Send some thank you notes to the people who have done nice things for you lately, even if that nice thing was simply to have you over for take-out and TV night. Building a reputation for being a grateful and polite person is never a bad idea.

2009-03-06T00:33:00.000-08:00

This is one of my brithday gift, but it's HOT PINK, not this colour.
Nice kan3? Hekhekhe! My cousin, bought this through internet, just for me, cause' its no longer selling in singapore, i guess? I heard this from my aunt ah, idk whether its true anot. Hehe! She know i like this alot. Thanks eh, Kelly Ng! I love you! And, there's alot more.
I upload this picture cause' i rwlly love this alotttttttt manzcxcs!

2009-03-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

I FCUKING MISS , AUDREY SIST LAAA!
I wanna go shopping with her again manzcxcs!
Let's get high tgt , get stupid tgt, get siaosiao tgt!

Forever Sist [:

2009-03-05T01:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO , ESTHER ELYSA ! ;D

Btw, thanks eh, to those ppl that had wished me.
Thanks for the wishing alright?
And for those who had given me present, thanks too yaw?
Appreciate the present alott alottt!

I'm alrdy, sweet sixteeen, no longer fifteen.
Dh boleyh tgk NC16 la dok, jealous tak?
Hekhekhek!

Sorry for the late update, i'm lazy to blog nowdays.
Will update soon aye?
See yaw, earthling[s]] !

2009-02-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

I begging mummy for this five thingy on my birthday! Eh, i mean, buy any one of this for.
I rwllly in need of this! Especially, Nike Airmax Light & 24 Kilates x New Balance x New Era !
Been craving for it for about 3mth plus, since last year.
Mummy, buy for me can? Can you? Only cost you, $139.
Please, please. BUY FOR MEEEEEE LAAAAA!

Nike Airmax Light.

Nike Airmax 95 Premium.

New Balance’s 576 model.

New Balance MT580 GORE-TEX 06.

24 Kilates x New Balance x New Era

PLEASE MUMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY!